white girl

i fell in love with a white girl
dangerous, selfish, & addicting
i took a deep smell of her and numbness came to play
how could a white girl make me feel so numb to the pain around me?
i fell in love! in love with the fact that she didn't talk back...
with the fact that i always had access to her..
i fell in love!
She didn't love me back!
she only cared about the destruction she was doing within.
so she upgraded me... upgraded me to the point where i lit her on fire
saw her burn and inhaled all her desires.
destruction, madness, and sickness
i was faithful to this white girl for over a year
even though i knew she was cheating on me with all the other troubled souls on the block
but what is a man to do when a white bitch makes him feel good???
she was so good she became my breakfast, lunch , and dinner
till one day i woke up after being asleep for a number of days and realized the man in the mirror wasn't me but a damaged soul who believed all his troubles would go away when he was with her.
how could he not though?
she was sparkly, dangerous, and addicting
SO....