Loneliness and Pain

"He told me about his ancient battles with arch-angels
He told me loneliness was the torture most painful" from "An Audience with the Devil" Hilltop Hoods.

What do I know about Loneliness and Pain?

Born Michael December 1983..if a reflection this is to be
You know that kid that get's picked last? That was me
I feel not of this planet, an Alien if you will..



so I could dribble on
about..the how and why
or think me Sheldon Cooper
Socially awkward as fuck,
no wonder I am in love
with Alice and her wonderland..

As to friends... desperately clinging to TOXIC friends
the kind that, treat you well...doormat comes to mind.
Not good for the head, the shit those CUNTS did...
Now I am all for same sex, I am not gay
How my VIRGINITY was VIOLATED..not what I expected but..
If cherry is to first then....

Picking the scabs deep tonight
And now I cry this ink
I think this POETRY, LUNATIC asylum, the key to Pandora's Box
Now we must go there is more to tell..

Did I tell
that no one fucking
gets me
I get more understanding
from the eye's of my cats and dog

DRUGS to a lonely person, who by this stage
had eloped with Alice long ago..
Is like the golden ticket to Wonka's factory
So what do I know about Loneliness and Pain?
Sitting here chain smoking cones, thumb screwed of course
A lot of thinking, gets done here in my head..

I am not religious but I think...
if I am an Arch Angel, what would God
make of the Loneliness and Pain seen through my eyes?