An Adventure

I just happen to know
What it feels like
I just happen to know
How hard it must be

I knew what I was getting myself into
I didn't realize the consequences
I knew what I was getting myself into
I just thought it would be so much easier

I can't stand it anymore
So I took that handful of pills
I can't stand it anymore
So I closed my eyes and let myslef float

How does one explain
The pain, the anguish
How does one explain
The anger, the absurdity

I will find my way back eventually
After I find him again
I will find my way back eventually
After I find myself