INTERRUPTED      

     
     
i walk      
in time      
to sidewalk cracks      
and traffic whine      
while patterns pass      
without rhyme      
nor reason      
beneath my      
increasingly weakened      
feeble footsteps here      
like broken tracks      
long left behind      
where everything      
now seems      
to have increasingly      
become      
feels and is      
so hopelessly intertwined      
inescapably entangled      
inevitably lost      
so frequently interrupted      
as i so      
desperately      
continue to struggle      
to simply      
just survive enough    
to try    
and keep on    
carrying on    
as best    
i can    
with what      
relatively little s    
still left      
of my life    
here now    
overall      
hour by hour      
day by day      
but where      
my life s      
temporal journey      
at this point      
here today      
seems      
so disturbingly      
to have      
so clearly now      
almost completely      
run out of      
any more      
will power      
strength      
or hope      
much less      
anymore road      
nor rope enough      
still left      
for me now      
to cling onto  
to climb up  
nor journey upon    
here      
anymore  
as i continue  
walking on  
as far  
as i can  
intuitively along  
my life journey s  
partially predestined  
but presently  
still unseen  
unknown way  
still lying  
in wait  
up ahead      
of me here      
where it now      
even appears      
as if      
there s presently      
not even enough      
rope left      
to hang myself      
with anymore      
if my life s  
spontaneous  
unforeseeable script  
within each passing  
moment  
should  ever possibly      
come down      
to that      
which seems so      
highly unlikely      
and not  
at all like      
me  
but irregardless  
and despite all  
that  
one of      
the things      
the greater truths      
i have learned  
over timeless time    
and experientially    
now come to    
know for sure      
along my journey s      
way      
in and through    
this crazy assed    
sick  beautiful      
mysteriously    
wondrous world      
is that      
anything      
and everything        
without question      
without any further    
doubt    
is truly always      
just as equally    
possible      
as everything    
and anything    
is not  
so i guess  
i can now  
at least  
let go  
of that old  
culturally programmed myth s
false  archaic concern  
and simply  
get on with  
living what s left
of my life s
well learned
well earned
deeply wizened
more spiritual journey
and being  
more fully  
and consciously  
present  
here in this  
timeless  
one and only  
sacred  constant  
fleeting  
now
where the answers
and ever elusive
greatest  highest truths
of all
have always
and forever
innately
been inside us
rather than anywhere
else outside
or even further
beyond us
here in
the inseparable
ineffable oneness
of all that
is
we are