because of you

I hear people say
what's love with no life
there can't be no life if there is no love at all
i hear it often
but...
i feel that it is all full of shit

like can someone explain why my heart is empty
i need love to shine through me
though i'm thankful for my boy and best friend
but i fear that it's not enough...

I have to  go somewhere else
away from hell and away from you
i don't mean anything bad
i just feel like there is no one out there
anymore....

if someone has the answer
can you please help me
i'm dying very slowly
and can not control it
i'm sorry for my life,
i'm sorry for who i am
i don't even remember the last time
i was happy and it's all
Because of you


you were an adult in my life
but could never think about others
everything had to be all about you
when someone told you where wrong
you just didn't bring others down
you brought me down too....

maybe....
if you were never like this
i might of been different
more postive and happy in my life
if i had the chance i would
change it but it's too late
and i can't change my life at all...

my life is different from yours
so if i were you don't change your
life for anyone....

but....
for me i can't change
my life and it's all Because
of my step father
and it's all
BECAUSE OF YOU .....