let go

manifesting, overwhelming, defeating,  
   
the lines of thought  
stretch and set as the days linger on  
   
Today, tomorrow,  
purposed and planned conjunctions wash over and recede  
as if retreating from ...  
Tug of war between  
proper and cordial vs. contending naive and immediate truths  
   
Worries of the future becoming the past,  
worries of the past overtaking the future.  
   
Notes that drip from the heart are consumed by the rushing river,  
ever pumping, ironically sustaining the life it's drowning in it's own time defeating beat -  
   
To linger is to regress. A constant state of contemplation. Moving backward impossible, yet the only optional direction  
   
Nothing but uncertainty yet unhappiness so seemingly the opposite  
   
We are what we think. a production of our creation. and Falsely so, the mind is not always under our control