~If~

 
 
If I only knew 
that your love was true,
I wouldn't be wasting 
my thoughts over you.
You left so abruptly 
I don't know what to do.
 
My mind is filled
 with thoughts of your voice.
I don't even have a choice. 
You captured my heart, 
and now it's a bit torn.
You're so far away,
I just need you.
I truly hope,
to hear from you by morn.
 
Oh why is my head,
thinking all these bad things?
It's doing nothing 
but pulling on my heart strings.
Why won't it stop
eating my insides?
I want to feel warm again,
with your loving vibes. 
 
 
Please let me know
that you are alright.
I don't like the feeling 
when I worry into the night.
It's your love I want.
I know that you feel me too.
We are meant to be
just me and you.
 
We have a strong love
that's so rare and bright.
I just can't give up,
without putting up a fight.
I go on one more day,
with my thoughts about you.
Waiting to know 
without a doubt 
that you're alright. 
 
I'll close my eyes,
tonight as I sleep. 
Dreams so vivid 
of us as we meet.
Give me a sign
that I'm still in your heart.
I can't bare for us to be apart.