leave me lay

I'm lost
I cant seem to find my way,
I try and try but in the end
I do it wrong every day.

This is who I am
a poor excuse for a writer,
all smoked away
lit up with a small lighter.

I am nothing any more
nothing,
at least I have a life
at least I can sing.

But what does it matter
instant replays in my head,
now I am nothing
I'm better off dead.


Kill me
kill me now my love,
smother me with your passion
all I do is back rub.

you hate me
because you dont see,
the drugs the  hate
that settles within me.

but oh well
kill me once more,
everyone dont understand me
the call me a man whore.

relationships are like a dirty diper
theres only so much shit you can take,
until you need a new one
what of this life can you make.

im sad
what more am I to do,
everything in my mind
is put together with tape or glue.

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH
WHAT THE FUCK AM I,
you cant imagine me
you dont see through my eyes.

if you want me dead so much
here I will do it alone,
so I can die in peace
and sleep like a stone.