Anti-life

These fickle fucking speed dreams have faded
Why has it taken me so long to see the flash of light
Is so overrated, the spark a of lighter left me saturated
But light quickly fades and I’m left worse off
There’s no one to blame and it’s never worth it
I was already feeling like a dumb shit
So why would I rub my nose in it?

The smoke woven noose tied  
The cloven moon hangs in the sky
 Glory guard these hoary shards
Make me interrogate this terrible fate

This I doom invite
Will bloom but will bite
My cocoon made of blight
I sway to the tune of the pipe
Tongue rubbing raw
Ripe with oral sores
Twitching jaw
I’ve said it all before
Sending cracks down your teeth
It’s like drinking bleach
Shatter the glass I put to my lips
And use it to slit my wrists in order to sleep