painful memories

I remember my child hood dark and hurtful..
no one was ever there for me.. where was my
parents long gone.. they left me at 9 weeks
I sit think about my life
as I held the blade in one hand
and the suicide letter in the other
I put the blade to my wrist and cut..
as I bleed I keep thinking
about my deep dark child hood
my eyes close.. as I take my couple of
last breathe. I say these few words
bye memories