Addicted and Obsessed. (But I'm over you.)

* = Screaming/Growling
Don't wanna
Knock on your door
When you don't answer knock it down.
Don't wanna
be torn
between you and my big mouth.
Don't wanna
hear the truth;
I hope I can lock it out.
We can't be over.
Am I still relevant now?
Baby, what's new?
We were together last time I called.
Are you rising up, or taking a down fall?
Are you broken or do the pieces all fit,
right back together?
I should take a deep breath and sit down for this.

Hey! I don't wanna be obsessed, especially because your answer isn't yes.
I don't wanna be an addict. But this drug that i'm on, Took your lighter now it's lit.
I should know better. I'm still smoking it. I should think about whether I should help out with this.
But I could die alone, or we could go together.
I'm not obsessed.
An addict should know better.

Don't wanna
Sleep on the floor.
Because I cried myself to sleep.
Don't wanna
Skip meals
because I'm too upset to eat.
Just wanna
Be sure, that you've been defeat.
Just wanna
Be happy, Happiness is all I need.
I could smile.
Fake it for a while just to let it out.
Paint on a smile,
Until you hear me scream and shout.
I think I'll have to show you
what this is all about.

I don't wanna be obsessed! Don't wanna be an addict under arrest. I don't wanna be addicted to you or obsessed with you. I don't want it to be a bet, I wanna be happy with the little recognition I get.
Don't wanna be hung, hung over you.

And now;
I'm slowly starting to figure out.
You left me with so many doubts,
that i can't bring
to find myself in love with you.
It's just now a mere obsession.
But it's beyond your comprehension.
Finding someone else,
Is all I need to do.
Who can heal the broken heart and come through.

I don't wanna be the best! I just wanna be what's best for you. I don't wanna be a mess! I want you too see you need me too. I don't wanna say 'ready, set, go!' to have you beat me to the end, because I'm too slow. I don't wanna be stuck on you. Somebody else could get you off my mind, and them into, my head. Before I'm dead.

*How is it that I hate you so much, But still It's not enough? Still I focus so much on you! Because I can't stand you so much, that you're what I clutch onto, when I need someone else to attribute!*

I'm over you.