the living even when i am dying

Depression something I must live with
Crying is one thing I refuse to do
Feeling that everything makes you sad
Memories like branding yourself with an iron
The fire of a relationship
The cooling of soft lips on your skin
Water swimming
Chunky eating
Quests to no end
But all we want is something real and happy
To not cover the love we share
Depression is one thing i must live with
Feeling like I'm jumping from a cliff
Putting  smile on the face of pure evil
Call me what ever your heart desires
But writing will always be happy place
Depression is killing me but writing makes me live