in death shall we part

time stands still quiet as winters snow
i am devastated but still wont let go
i know the reality the truth is evident
as a summer day is bright
my heart it hollows as all fears
are brought to light i wont yell
nor will i cry cause i wont satisfy
the devil in his eyes as
he stares at me with venom
and dark loatheing in his eyes
he doesnt wanna be here he never did
i guess im the last option or so it would seem
i cried he lied my fire in love just died
i try to refrain from believing the tales of deciet
i guess i must concede admit defeat
there should be no shame in saveing ones self
however it still doesnt stop
the whispering whithering voice of hope
screaming its raspy tear filled howl noooooo
and with a lick and a promise a cry for help
stop killing yourself to die with him