rewality

if i could have god take one thing aweay from me i would give away my sexuality now man nor woman is what i woldd be now what would the would whant from me now edveryone thinks that im lieing when i say tghat i dont but im really lieing when i do .see when im with a man i pretend that he loves me that he adores me that im the only one that can make him feel but than when it all over and your gone and im payed i think a least he left something behind that i can buy something that i really want the way he bought me see the reality of my sexulaity