Why?

Tears that fall like the rain
As I am going insane
This week has been a disaster
No jokes, smile or laughter

Too much to deal with today
Yet nothing can make this go away
Life is never a walk in the park
But it's pathetic I'm crying alone in the dark

So many things I hide inside
No answers or cure reside
I do not want to drink tonight
Never makes anything alright

I just want to sleep the rest of the day
Because nothing went my way
In need of a vacation
To a unknown location

So I can finally deal with nothing at all
I'm a building made of blocks and about to fall
Is this really what I am?
Forever mentally in a traffic jam

No prescription can fix this pain
I just want to run away to Maine
What can that ever do?
As I feel quite sad and blue