Maybe

it took awhile for me to realize
that i am thinking straight
you are real
and you care about me
far from a mirage
or a shape
 
someone could fill pages
with words just for you
 
the way you crinkle your nose
when you smile
 
the squeak of your shoes
as you walk
 
the sleepy black curls  
atop a slim and shaven face
 
maybe i could one day
but not today
cause you see
the words don't come out right
 
but how can you make my heart  
fill up to the top
with something so unknown

mysterious  
captivating
engulfing
wholesome  
breath-taking
feeling
 
when you are only  
just a boy