Tears

Tears fall and I don't even bother to dry my eyes
because there are more to follow,
so what's the point
I can barely exist
I breathe but each breath brings more pain
than the one before
My heart can not sustain anymore
And when I start to miss you
I remember you pushed me away
Oh' how I loved you to the four corners
of the earth and beyond
to the seven edges of the seas
I sit hear in the dark drawing hearts
on the steam of the window
And realize when it rains,
there is light
Even though I cry all night
I'll be alright
And somewhere I lost my way
but I'll be ok
With the help of God I will get through