Bleeding Evil

There is blood everywhere
Blood on every inch of my wrist
Leaking this poisonous venom
Draining this evil from my body

It feels so good
It also hurts so bad
The chills that go down my spine make me feel abnormal
Only because this pain is a sick addiction and the chills are good

Pain in my heart caused me to be this way
People laugh about it and just brush it off but its serious
They ask me how i can be addicted to pain and i just stare
Cutting is an addiction just like drugs and alcohol

Its just something i cant control
Its something i want to do everyday all day
But now this blood dripping from my wrists on the keyboard
Is black.. The evil is shed from my body and new evil is infusing

I love the feeling of the razor blade running across my flesh
Cutting into my skin makes everything feel better
Tainted love and shattered glass
I love using this to open new wounds on my body

Oh God the rush of blood running from my wrists to the tips of my fingers
It feels so good it gives me a rush like nothing else
I am bleeding so bad right now
This has to be the worst one yet...

I dont know what to do anymore