read me?

You human's dont understand
To be the outsider
Never be included
I walk around but no one notice's
I create sound's of madness but no one seems to care
They ignore the whimper's and scream's like they werent even real
Just have to carry on with my day
Pretend its all right
Lie to make it better
My only haven is in the arms of my love
Too bad she's so far away
I have no idea if she's here to stay
I should lose those thoughts and give them a shove
But these thought's and the reality still remain
How long till i turn insane?