Awaken

Why do I only see
you in my head?
All of my feelings
are dead.
I see your beauty
and your defaults.

Why do you
wake the dead
feelings in my
head?
You wake the
feelings I never
wanted to feel again.

You have awaking
me from the inside.
I ask my heart to be
my guide in this
scary present.

I ask my self
why and how
you have awaken
my heart. I'm aware
of these feelings for you
in my soul.

I think to myself,
how could you have
awaken
what I have buried so deep
inside.

My heart is bursting
with love, pain, wonder,
confusion, and uncertainty.
I feel all this because.....
You have awaken me.