the lies I was told...the truth i had to realize

Fuck you god you're not a savior
You're just like me a fucking failure
You lie
You're just like a vulture waiting for me to die
You see my aches and pains
Once im dead you will eat my remains
You are slowly ripping my life apart
Black is now the color of my heart
You lied like everyone else you said I was ok
But now I look in the mirror and see my sanity fading away
You made me believe love was everyone
But it's too much im sorry but im done

I'm waiting for the right day
To take my life away
And cut away all the ties
As well as my throat,that should end all the lies
I had to realize my existence was a mistake
I had to realize that the world around me is fucking fake
That love is simply a hallucination
There is no reason as to why i live,my creation
I want to slit my throat and see a sea of blood
and watch it overflow like a flood
Because I have realized that where i belong is in a coffin
The place i belong for all my wrong and sin