I AM.....

Am I really that strong?
Do you really believe in me?
My name is Hollie
I am not strong
I am not brave
I have self harmed
I have tried to kill myself
More than once
My name is Hollie
Do you still think i am me
Do you still Think i am normal
I have seen things you can only see in nightmares
I have been though things you woudn't wish upon your worst Enemy.
I can only imagine what you think of
Do you still think im beautiful?
Do you still love me?
No i didn't think so
I am ugly with lies that hide the truth...
Will i finally tell the truth?