taking over

I testify on this page
And sacrifice my rage
Putting my dark thoughts in a cage
I'm engaging my mind onstage
Never held a gun at my age
But a blade on my veins
Till I realised it's not safe
I've wanted to escape
But haters where my cage
So I wished and prayed I fade
I've felt the weight of envy dominate me
And I was afraid

Now I've to rearrange my life
Walk straight into hate
Like the exterminator
Or the terminator
I'm taking over the stage
And blowing like a grenade
I'm taking control and moving where is safe