Insecure

 I feel I'm being judged
I asked for help, raised my hand
I opened up a little
but they don' t understand

wish I stayed in silence
wish no one knew
don' t know who I can trust
who I can talk to

they think its for attention
but I do it cause I deserve
the anger and hatred I feel
I cannot seem to swerve

filling in their own blanks
telling me I'm unstable
everything I do to get better
I'm told I'm stupid and unable

I put my trust in people
more hassle is all I've got
talking about me, saying things
I wish they would not!!