Nothingness

Through my darkest of days,
You were the light at the end that kept me going.

I reached the light.

An now I find it was nothing,
But my heart hoping it was you.

How foolish of me.

I once thought,
I knew how it felt to be loved.

Fooled by the lies.

Drinking this false reality,
Of a life of mine away.

Blacked out...

Waking up in my own head.

Lost..

Running in circels looking for the way out.

Trapped.

Trapped in my own insanity.

Living alone.

I find a corner in whish I now call home.

Emptiness...

I wait for my mind to re-connect to the body I once called my own.

Nothingness.