Little Angel

Girl or Boy?
I will never know
I can't seem to grieve
I don't know how to show

I do love you
I hope you understand
the decision on your life
wasn't in my hand

I am so sorry
my little unborn baby
could I have done something different?
I just don't know, maybe

it was so unfair
I don't understand why
what made it happen
why you had to die

this I promise you
my precious little child
one day I know
we will be reconciled

it was maybe for the best
so that you didn't go through
the horrible experience
your big brother had to