hope is lost on you

We are not yet dead
These words you have so clearly said
What does this mean
Will you stay next to me till we grow old
Is something left for us a love still to hold
Are any more beats for me left in your heart
Or is this truly where we part
What is done is now in the past
Can the love we had come back and last
What pain have I put you in
I feel no hope for a new us aging
My pain has torn all hope from me
All I have is my own emotional misery
What we have done and now we have said
We are to be soon forever unwed
The broken vows we promised to uphold
My heart is dying from the loneliness and cold
I feel I have No love inside left to give
I no longer want you to see me suffer so why then should I live
My last thoughts are for us deep in my mind
I wish there was a pause and then we could just rewind
Two things I truly wanted from life
To be next to you as my beloved wife
Sorry you said there is No going back no making things right
My last breath was to be on your lips on my very last night