Submissions by yumi

it was a sunday night
no pain all smiles everything felt right
then she was gone
she left her heart
and i gave her mine
i thought to my self
was this wrong is this a crime
it was only a couple of hours
it was only a short amout of time
but i never felt so amazing in my life
i said we would be together again
as she was getting ready to go
why did i say that
i didnt know
that she would be taken away from me...
during these few days i realized i was in love, i am in love
but now all i do is
wait...wait...wait
till...

staring at my reflection
asking my self why
but i cant answer the question
im stuck at a cross roads
i have no idea where to go  
i hate what ive done
i hate that i did it
but i wouldn't take it back
no i dont regret it
my smile is my disguise
ive done some things people may despise
my eyes
thats where my demands hide
something i inside
something so dark
something so cold
something  that monster a holds
but why dont i give it away
throw it away
let it go
...oh thats why....
because it ME  it MY SOUL