Submissions by wolfmauve (Kushina_Meioh)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
27th Feb 2021 3:15pm
27th Feb 2021 3:15pm
heat waves
what do we do
when the fantasy dies
we cant revive a fire
that was burning inside
we both stomped
and spat
and fought the flame
but we're reaching and calling
to keep it all the same
i'm still in a cyclone
spun up in your web
rolled into a cigar
and smoked to the coals
i know you'd still hit it
when there's nothing left
the dust of the ashes
drifting off of your breath
when the fantasy dies
we cant revive a fire
that was burning inside
we both stomped
and spat
and fought the flame
but we're reaching and calling
to keep it all the same
i'm still in a cyclone
spun up in your web
rolled into a cigar
and smoked to the coals
i know you'd still hit it
when there's nothing left
the dust of the ashes
drifting off of your breath
#love
#relationships
#conflict #friendship
#conflict #friendship
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ANGER POEM
Published
21st Nov 2020 1:02pm
21st Nov 2020 1:02pm
hey
are you well now, love
do you see what i see
in this hole that you've dug
in this dream that you dream
are you resting now
sitting tight on your throne
hard pressed to notice
shallow knicks in your bones
catch it
catch up with the idea
that i am not finite.
not the end of a sentence
not an arrow on your moral compass
i am fire
raging for the oxygen you're inhaling
compete with me
for i will take your flesh
and your breath
and leave ashes for the god's to witness
the...
do you see what i see
in this hole that you've dug
in this dream that you dream
are you resting now
sitting tight on your throne
hard pressed to notice
shallow knicks in your bones
catch it
catch up with the idea
that i am not finite.
not the end of a sentence
not an arrow on your moral compass
i am fire
raging for the oxygen you're inhaling
compete with me
for i will take your flesh
and your breath
and leave ashes for the god's to witness
the...
#anger
#death
#fire
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
15th Nov 2020 1:36pm
15th Nov 2020 1:36pm
the murder scene
i'm still trying to deal with it.
i'm still trying to get over
losing something
i've never had.
feeling the closeness
for a brief moment
understanding the depth of a relationship
you've never been in.
one small breath
a heartbeat
a painful idea of loss
that makes you shake
that throws you deeper
in those bouts of depression
please tell me how i can
unfold myself
actually, completely
and never feel the edge
of that knife again
slicing a small slit in my throat
just...
i'm still trying to get over
losing something
i've never had.
feeling the closeness
for a brief moment
understanding the depth of a relationship
you've never been in.
one small breath
a heartbeat
a painful idea of loss
that makes you shake
that throws you deeper
in those bouts of depression
please tell me how i can
unfold myself
actually, completely
and never feel the edge
of that knife again
slicing a small slit in my throat
just...
#grief
#death
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Oct 2020 5:08pm
20th Oct 2020 5:08pm
define
i am
not this person
that it seemed you once sought
im not
seeking forgiveness
for this pain that i have wrought
im not
taking suggestions
on how to regain what we lost
i am
certainly swimming
at the edge of all your thoughts
what have we now
a weird fixation
that loosens the grip on reality
we've caused
internal damage
is there a way to be set free
now that we have
these fine hard shackles
wearing cracks within our bones
does it
sound...
not this person
that it seemed you once sought
im not
seeking forgiveness
for this pain that i have wrought
im not
taking suggestions
on how to regain what we lost
i am
certainly swimming
at the edge of all your thoughts
what have we now
a weird fixation
that loosens the grip on reality
we've caused
internal damage
is there a way to be set free
now that we have
these fine hard shackles
wearing cracks within our bones
does it
sound...
#anxiety
#love
#depression
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LOVE POEM
Published
14th Oct 2020 1:32am
14th Oct 2020 1:32am
foolish
i wish it wasn't
that simple for you
to turn me off,
a mere breeze in your head.
i know its not..
but here i still lay,
inside this house ive built
within my mind.
tangled up in you
like i slipped in barbed wire
feeling your breath on my neck
as you run your fingers through my hair
and ask me
if i want to go again.
the answer
is always yes.
i want to tangle myself in those hazel eyes
feel the ridges of your fingerprints in my spine
and slip
further
in the void with you ...
that simple for you
to turn me off,
a mere breeze in your head.
i know its not..
but here i still lay,
inside this house ive built
within my mind.
tangled up in you
like i slipped in barbed wire
feeling your breath on my neck
as you run your fingers through my hair
and ask me
if i want to go again.
the answer
is always yes.
i want to tangle myself in those hazel eyes
feel the ridges of your fingerprints in my spine
and slip
further
in the void with you ...
#anxiety
#love
#power
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LOVE POEM
Published
16th Aug 2020 1:04am
16th Aug 2020 1:04am
submit
submit
submit
submit to the idea
that you are never free of me
for that, you have no fear
acknowledge
and refrain
from leading your own path
intertwine yourself with me
if we're to make it last
submit
submit
be still upon your knees
release yourself from mindfulness
if im ever to be pleased
know that my one wish
is to possess your love
it is the right of mine alone
to lead you, from above
yes, he has chosen me
to be the steady hand
i can be the way for you ...
submit
submit to the idea
that you are never free of me
for that, you have no fear
acknowledge
and refrain
from leading your own path
intertwine yourself with me
if we're to make it last
submit
submit
be still upon your knees
release yourself from mindfulness
if im ever to be pleased
know that my one wish
is to possess your love
it is the right of mine alone
to lead you, from above
yes, he has chosen me
to be the steady hand
i can be the way for you ...
#love
#power
#religion #manipulation
#religion #manipulation
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DARK POEM
Published
15th Aug 2020 2:18pm
15th Aug 2020 2:18pm
no bus
interesting how
the most intelligent people
are commonly more interested in death
they have access to
so much information
general ideas
abstract thought
enveloped in the mortal coil
yet most find themselves
coming to one conclusion
the most intelligent people
are commonly more interested in death
they have access to
so much information
general ideas
abstract thought
enveloped in the mortal coil
yet most find themselves
coming to one conclusion
#death
#suicide
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ANGER POEM
Published
6th Jun 2020 4:00pm
6th Jun 2020 4:00pm
anger
what is it now
you understand?
you've got the tools
to guide my hand
oh now you care
a foolish thought
to reap and sow
to fend from rot
and yet i stand
a rotten soul
a faerie fixed
on the gaping hole
where the human heart
would certainly lie
to form wild ideas
to try and deny
i may not understand
maybe i never will
nevermind that this matter
hurts me, even still
conversing with bricks
as a mad man would do
if i should find myself
ever closer to you
you say...
you understand?
you've got the tools
to guide my hand
oh now you care
a foolish thought
to reap and sow
to fend from rot
and yet i stand
a rotten soul
a faerie fixed
on the gaping hole
where the human heart
would certainly lie
to form wild ideas
to try and deny
i may not understand
maybe i never will
nevermind that this matter
hurts me, even still
conversing with bricks
as a mad man would do
if i should find myself
ever closer to you
you say...
#anger
#parent
#family
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
4th Jun 2020 5:05pm
4th Jun 2020 5:05pm
knick knacks
who are you?
do you know me?
can you hear me?
are you there?
have you swam through distant waters
quiet, unaware
were you listening to me
when i was screaming through my thoughts
did you find yourself
between my breath
retrieving what you lost
did you know that i've been carrying
this burden by myself
no work of world can fix my soul
can tame the wild bereft
know me then, the deepest edge
know my mind as it would seep
across the sky
across the stars
across this waking dream
...
do you know me?
can you hear me?
are you there?
have you swam through distant waters
quiet, unaware
were you listening to me
when i was screaming through my thoughts
did you find yourself
between my breath
retrieving what you lost
did you know that i've been carrying
this burden by myself
no work of world can fix my soul
can tame the wild bereft
know me then, the deepest edge
know my mind as it would seep
across the sky
across the stars
across this waking dream
...
#spiritual
#meditation
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LOVE POEM
Published
4th Jun 2020 00:21am
4th Jun 2020 00:21am
emphatic
ive been passive
for so long
grounded in
your siren song
controlling myself to suit your need
you'd grip my wrist
and watch me bleed
i know you feel
the pain the same
but your tongue is tied
a loss, a refrain
collective torture
we've attached ourselves
in divinity lies
the ideas of the wealth
the earth in your tone
the dirt in your eyes
blazing this fire
for fear of goodbye
where are you now
with your pedestal tall
how do you feel
when you break down your wall
...
for so long
grounded in
your siren song
controlling myself to suit your need
you'd grip my wrist
and watch me bleed
i know you feel
the pain the same
but your tongue is tied
a loss, a refrain
collective torture
we've attached ourselves
in divinity lies
the ideas of the wealth
the earth in your tone
the dirt in your eyes
blazing this fire
for fear of goodbye
where are you now
with your pedestal tall
how do you feel
when you break down your wall
...
#love
#relationships
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
2nd Jun 2020 6:59pm
2nd Jun 2020 6:59pm
expression
for a time
i have been
by myself
locked within
whats more to me
within the eye
the music plays
the well runs dry
our time has come
begin the cycle
find your place
along the tight rope
ask me if
ive felt the pain
i let it rinse me
down the drain
here i stand
sometimes i sit
i still cant breathe
another hit
what dose of me
you stand to take
what aftermath
the bond you break
expression of self
a finite idea
expressing the bond ...
i have been
by myself
locked within
whats more to me
within the eye
the music plays
the well runs dry
our time has come
begin the cycle
find your place
along the tight rope
ask me if
ive felt the pain
i let it rinse me
down the drain
here i stand
sometimes i sit
i still cant breathe
another hit
what dose of me
you stand to take
what aftermath
the bond you break
expression of self
a finite idea
expressing the bond ...
#identity
#confessional
#SelfReflection
#SelfDiscovery
#SelfWorth
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STORY POEM
Published
13th Dec 2013 4:33pm
13th Dec 2013 4:33pm
best damn bootleg
i dont really understand
why i need you.
and maybe
thats
the problem.
you stay stuck in my head
more than i can stand
i know its not
love
but what is it
then?
i feel in between
the waves
i feel stuck
lost and
craving
something different from this
world
something
unattainable
i need to know
that this will soon
fade
because its hard to be
between the waves
its hard
to be
okay
why i need you.
and maybe
thats
the problem.
you stay stuck in my head
more than i can stand
i know its not
love
but what is it
then?
i feel in between
the waves
i feel stuck
lost and
craving
something different from this
world
something
unattainable
i need to know
that this will soon
fade
because its hard to be
between the waves
its hard
to be
okay
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