Submissions by whereworthlives
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Hello I am the awkward/strange woman. Writing is my escape. In a way the writing release these feelings. Thanks you
SELF POEM
Published
29th Aug 2023 10:24pm
29th Aug 2023 10:24pm
"My Seemingly Miserable World of Despair"
"The Digestive Teeth Of Destruction"
This why I despise my insipid life.
Hell is my reality and mayhem is my pain.
I breath in hostility and exhale frustration.
Obstacles of struggles, fury without remorse.
I want to wipe away this pain, so tired of these hot senseless tears.
My cries are in vain this torture is constant.
How can I bare when I feel I can't go no further.
Wrapped with the feeling of punishment, my life is my nightmare
And my enemies are my bitter medicine.
Looks of disgust and monstrous hate fills their eyes. ...
This why I despise my insipid life.
Hell is my reality and mayhem is my pain.
I breath in hostility and exhale frustration.
Obstacles of struggles, fury without remorse.
I want to wipe away this pain, so tired of these hot senseless tears.
My cries are in vain this torture is constant.
How can I bare when I feel I can't go no further.
Wrapped with the feeling of punishment, my life is my nightmare
And my enemies are my bitter medicine.
Looks of disgust and monstrous hate fills their eyes. ...
#anger
#loneliness
#dark
#despair
#disappointment
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SELF POEM
Published
14th Aug 2023 10:12pm
14th Aug 2023 10:12pm
PAIN OF YESTERDAY
The pain of yesterday stains my mind. The stains are irreversible.
The irreversible damages are permanent.
Happiness which is on hold constantly.
Taking perlong breaks.
Breaking apart into unmendable pieces of nothingness.
The irreversible damages are permanent.
Happiness which is on hold constantly.
Taking perlong breaks.
Breaking apart into unmendable pieces of nothingness.
#anger
#frustration
#despair
#emptiness
#fear
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Aug 2023 00:24am
12th Aug 2023 00:24am
"ORPHAN LOVE"
Where are the [You] to need me.
And where is the [ I ] for you to count on. In this desolated place I've roamed tirelessly searching and waiting, yet I feel the effort is in vain.
How long shall I linger in the cloud of despair, a figment of my imagination I wonder. The flames that burns without a cause, itching endlessly for the very mutual embrace of a bond. One without the other [I] am. Needing [Them] to make an [Us].
The space between [Two Palms] that's what [I] am.
Without [Them] I am [Nothing].
Nothing but a [Void] withering away.
And where is the [ I ] for you to count on. In this desolated place I've roamed tirelessly searching and waiting, yet I feel the effort is in vain.
How long shall I linger in the cloud of despair, a figment of my imagination I wonder. The flames that burns without a cause, itching endlessly for the very mutual embrace of a bond. One without the other [I] am. Needing [Them] to make an [Us].
The space between [Two Palms] that's what [I] am.
Without [Them] I am [Nothing].
Nothing but a [Void] withering away.
#anxiety
#rejection
#heartbroken
#disappointment
#emptiness
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DARK POEM
Published
19th Jul 2023 10:37pm
19th Jul 2023 10:37pm
Depressing Mind
Life is not what I hope it would be..
Rather than wait for death
let death find me..
They made life this way..
The constant paying to live..
I own nothing but myself, yet sometimes I want to kill myself
with my own hands..
No one understands the pain I feel..
I too don't feel what they have been feeling or is still feeling.
Life is nothing but dead destiny..
Rather than wait for death
let death find me..
They made life this way..
The constant paying to live..
I own nothing but myself, yet sometimes I want to kill myself
with my own hands..
No one understands the pain I feel..
I too don't feel what they have been feeling or is still feeling.
Life is nothing but dead destiny..
#loneliness
#rejection
#dark #despair
#dark #despair
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DARK POEM
Published
14th Aug 2020 9:19pm
14th Aug 2020 9:19pm
"Wanderer"
All alone on a empty street. My dad kicked me out and now I am looking for a place to crash. On my own, I don't feel alone I hear whispers in the back of me. I see a dark figure coming right at me. This is a fucking tragedy that I can't believe. I'm all alone.
I'm slipping, slipping, slipping can't take no more of this pain. My ability to see is distorted shame. I'm broken like a piece of glass, black shadows stalks my flesh. I cry inside and beg for forgiveness, yet my life is still a mess.
Where's my dignity and pride. I did not decide to lay my head on this bed. Sorry to bother...
I'm slipping, slipping, slipping can't take no more of this pain. My ability to see is distorted shame. I'm broken like a piece of glass, black shadows stalks my flesh. I cry inside and beg for forgiveness, yet my life is still a mess.
Where's my dignity and pride. I did not decide to lay my head on this bed. Sorry to bother...
#sadness
296 reads
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
14th Aug 2020 8:42pm
14th Aug 2020 8:42pm
"WaVe"
I was a wave in the distant ocean..
Swept over feet and faces..
Seeing my fare share of many lifeless despair..
As long as I've been a wave seeing almost everything, yet seeing nothing at all..
And because I'm just a wave all I will ever do is crash & fall..
Swept over feet and faces..
Seeing my fare share of many lifeless despair..
As long as I've been a wave seeing almost everything, yet seeing nothing at all..
And because I'm just a wave all I will ever do is crash & fall..
#sea
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DARK POEM
Published
8th Jul 2018 6:23pm
8th Jul 2018 6:23pm
Disturbing the peace
They make me feel like a shadow
My mind is blowing I can't keep on going
So lost in the midst I am drowning in angry thoughts
Of what shall I be
I am sick of this endless defeat
My mind's made up
going six feet under
Hear my cry or feel my thunder
Bruised my ego send me over
Now I'm twisted in love with Murder...
My mind is blowing I can't keep on going
So lost in the midst I am drowning in angry thoughts
Of what shall I be
I am sick of this endless defeat
My mind's made up
going six feet under
Hear my cry or feel my thunder
Bruised my ego send me over
Now I'm twisted in love with Murder...
#depression
#dark
#evil
548 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
29th Sep 2017 1:12am
29th Sep 2017 1:12am
In my head
It wasn't much of a life to me. I wanted it to end.
Before this conclusion my life felt like a dull farewell.
The outside feeling of wearing clothing on the inside and having my body exposed.
I can hardly remember a time I felt normal around anyone.
My teachers use to say "she got so much potential if only "
I am your lable
Freak , boring , depressing , antisocial.
Don't wanna grow up just wanna get out
Just take me away
All alone sitting in the fear of my darkness.
I cannot do this.. I don't deserve love.
Not worthy ...
Before this conclusion my life felt like a dull farewell.
The outside feeling of wearing clothing on the inside and having my body exposed.
I can hardly remember a time I felt normal around anyone.
My teachers use to say "she got so much potential if only "
I am your lable
Freak , boring , depressing , antisocial.
Don't wanna grow up just wanna get out
Just take me away
All alone sitting in the fear of my darkness.
I cannot do this.. I don't deserve love.
Not worthy ...
558 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
27th Jul 2017 4:05am
27th Jul 2017 4:05am
From Their Eyes
Bulge gap..
Wasted space ..
Gathering dust..
Of this massive fear..
Not even curve properly..
Nor molded nor kneeled to consistency..
A mere overlooked blind spot..
A walking shadow of tears..
They glance ..
But yet have seen this misfortune..
Sorrows which are worn on the outside..
This pain can not disappear..
Nothing no longer hides it ugly protruding smear ..
I loath her...
Wasted space ..
Gathering dust..
Of this massive fear..
Not even curve properly..
Nor molded nor kneeled to consistency..
A mere overlooked blind spot..
A walking shadow of tears..
They glance ..
But yet have seen this misfortune..
Sorrows which are worn on the outside..
This pain can not disappear..
Nothing no longer hides it ugly protruding smear ..
I loath her...
502 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Jul 2017 3:25pm
23rd Jul 2017 3:25pm
Pit of Darkness
♥☆~Pit of Darkness ~☆♥
Trapped and tormented
Empty and without will
How can I strive
When my feet stand still
How do I say alive
When there's nothing for me to give
Drench in the tears of my sorrows
I sometimes get scared of tomorrow
I detest this insipid life
That lies to me not to find what's mines..
I am Hollow and bounded
Corned to the covers of the shadows becoming nothing but an empty canvas
Dead inside with a Faceless smile...
Trapped and tormented
Empty and without will
How can I strive
When my feet stand still
How do I say alive
When there's nothing for me to give
Drench in the tears of my sorrows
I sometimes get scared of tomorrow
I detest this insipid life
That lies to me not to find what's mines..
I am Hollow and bounded
Corned to the covers of the shadows becoming nothing but an empty canvas
Dead inside with a Faceless smile...
541 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
19th Apr 2017 4:08am
19th Apr 2017 4:08am
Bottomless Pit
Wherever I go it follows ...
Darkness with despair ..
Shadow with fears..
It watches me in the night..
Feeds off my misery..
Within and without..
Can't escape it..
Feeling trapped ..
Caged emotion..
Unbreakable bars.
Fading deep beneath..
No longer seeing daylight ..
But the empty space that keeps drifting further..
I can't breathe..
Darkness with despair ..
Shadow with fears..
It watches me in the night..
Feeds off my misery..
Within and without..
Can't escape it..
Feeling trapped ..
Caged emotion..
Unbreakable bars.
Fading deep beneath..
No longer seeing daylight ..
But the empty space that keeps drifting further..
I can't breathe..
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