Submissions by unforgetablesoul (Jeo)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
You
Breaking my way through the cracks,
I see clearly what has been buried deep.
My heart starts to beat in pain,
Realizing what has happened since I've found you.
You have pushed me down, pulled me back,
You've been an addiction I've been trying to keep.
I hadn't realized the strain,
The hardships you've put me through.
I can see the sun ride cleary now,
It's rays brightening up the sky.
I feel like I can breathe again,
With difficulty but little by little I will get there.
You will never change
But you will never...
I see clearly what has been buried deep.
My heart starts to beat in pain,
Realizing what has happened since I've found you.
You have pushed me down, pulled me back,
You've been an addiction I've been trying to keep.
I hadn't realized the strain,
The hardships you've put me through.
I can see the sun ride cleary now,
It's rays brightening up the sky.
I feel like I can breathe again,
With difficulty but little by little I will get there.
You will never change
But you will never...
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In The Mirror
Seeing you in the mirror breaks my heart,
Reminds me of the pain in your eyes.
The scars that still remain on your skin,
Makes me realize how much help you needed back then.
I can see the tear stains going down your face,
How much the pain deeply hit.
Seeing you in the mirror brings me to the past every time...
Clinges to my heart,
County my steady yet strong heartbeat...
Hoping I will never forget the pain in your eyes
As I look into the mirror every time.
Reminds me of the pain in your eyes.
The scars that still remain on your skin,
Makes me realize how much help you needed back then.
I can see the tear stains going down your face,
How much the pain deeply hit.
Seeing you in the mirror brings me to the past every time...
Clinges to my heart,
County my steady yet strong heartbeat...
Hoping I will never forget the pain in your eyes
As I look into the mirror every time.
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Woke Up From A Dream
Woke up from a dream,
You were holding me in your warm embrace
Calming me down so that I wouldn't scream.
My heart would slowly start to race
As you looked into my eyes...
Why did you make me feel so safe?
But it was all a dream...
A fantasy that wasn't real
No matter how detailed and true it seemed.
I miss your loving words,
Your enchanting laugh...
Why did we have to be from two different worlds?
I loved you...
You and your negative flaws,
I just can't believe it's over...
Sometimes I pretend you're still...
You were holding me in your warm embrace
Calming me down so that I wouldn't scream.
My heart would slowly start to race
As you looked into my eyes...
Why did you make me feel so safe?
But it was all a dream...
A fantasy that wasn't real
No matter how detailed and true it seemed.
I miss your loving words,
Your enchanting laugh...
Why did we have to be from two different worlds?
I loved you...
You and your negative flaws,
I just can't believe it's over...
Sometimes I pretend you're still...
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Fake Grin
She threw away her heart,
Put a fake grin on her face,
And just let him rip her apart.
Love...
She didn't believe in it anymore...
In a list of horrors she would describe all of the above.
He had broken her,
Scraped down to the bottom of her soul,
He was her torture.
She'd grin to please him,
She'd scream to urge him...
She'd force herself to give in.
She had loved him with no remorse,
But now she threw that away...
She just let the pain take its course.
He wanted to have "fun"
So she let...
Put a fake grin on her face,
And just let him rip her apart.
Love...
She didn't believe in it anymore...
In a list of horrors she would describe all of the above.
He had broken her,
Scraped down to the bottom of her soul,
He was her torture.
She'd grin to please him,
She'd scream to urge him...
She'd force herself to give in.
She had loved him with no remorse,
But now she threw that away...
She just let the pain take its course.
He wanted to have "fun"
So she let...
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What A Beautiful Thought
What a beautiful thought of you and I...
Sitting together watching the sun set,
Holding our baby girl in our hands.
They say she has my eyes,
Your face...
What a beautiful little miracle we have in our embrace.
And there's your other little miracle,
That adorable little boy.
Sitting with us with such a smile it brights up the world.
Having you makes me so happy,
I couldn't ask for more.
What a beautiful thought of you and I...
Walking the streets together hand in hand.
Going home to our miracles and holding them tight,
Never...
Sitting together watching the sun set,
Holding our baby girl in our hands.
They say she has my eyes,
Your face...
What a beautiful little miracle we have in our embrace.
And there's your other little miracle,
That adorable little boy.
Sitting with us with such a smile it brights up the world.
Having you makes me so happy,
I couldn't ask for more.
What a beautiful thought of you and I...
Walking the streets together hand in hand.
Going home to our miracles and holding them tight,
Never...
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Dirty... Emptiness...
My mind hasn't been in the right place,
I haven't been myself.
I've been playing around,
Doing all this dirty stuff...
I never knew I would become this...
Letting myself be touched by unwanted hands...
Letting them feel on my tits...
The empty feeling... just, no one understands...
They push me on the wall and claim me theirs...
Holding me down and touching all over...
God this isn't fair...
It's just torture...
They force a kiss from me...
Like if restraining me wasn't enough...
It drives me crazy...
But I let them...
I haven't been myself.
I've been playing around,
Doing all this dirty stuff...
I never knew I would become this...
Letting myself be touched by unwanted hands...
Letting them feel on my tits...
The empty feeling... just, no one understands...
They push me on the wall and claim me theirs...
Holding me down and touching all over...
God this isn't fair...
It's just torture...
They force a kiss from me...
Like if restraining me wasn't enough...
It drives me crazy...
But I let them...
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Am I Insane Yet?
Things got out of control,
So I put some music on.
I started thinking,
Moving side to side.
I started to realize,
What my life was all about.
I laughed,
And shook my head.
Constant things always in motion,
To think one day it would end was a joke.
But I only smiled,
Laughed over and over again.
I thought my reaction would be different,
It surprises me that I'm this calm.
Maybe it means something?
I honestly have no idea.
As things pass me by,
As the world keeps on going around me,
I...
So I put some music on.
I started thinking,
Moving side to side.
I started to realize,
What my life was all about.
I laughed,
And shook my head.
Constant things always in motion,
To think one day it would end was a joke.
But I only smiled,
Laughed over and over again.
I thought my reaction would be different,
It surprises me that I'm this calm.
Maybe it means something?
I honestly have no idea.
As things pass me by,
As the world keeps on going around me,
I...
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Piercing
Turning away I scream out loud,
Letting my lungs burn,
Scorching flames in my throat.
Bloody tears streaming down my face,
Shaking body...I'm a mess.
Pierced heart about to fail,
No turning back, I cannot bail.
I grab a razor and point it at my heart,
Let me finish this mess...
I'm already fallen apart.
I take a deep breath... ready for action...
Then I pierce it right through....
My breath shortening...
it's almost over...
As I close my eyes and sigh in pain...
Letting my lungs burn,
Scorching flames in my throat.
Bloody tears streaming down my face,
Shaking body...I'm a mess.
Pierced heart about to fail,
No turning back, I cannot bail.
I grab a razor and point it at my heart,
Let me finish this mess...
I'm already fallen apart.
I take a deep breath... ready for action...
Then I pierce it right through....
My breath shortening...
it's almost over...
As I close my eyes and sigh in pain...
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Recognition
As I'm laying on my bed,
You can see a smile upon my face.
You're worth the happy tears I shed,
In this broken yet hopeful place.
My beautiful lie...
A secret between two.
Sometimes I just cry...
But it's because I've fallen for you.
It wasn't planned,
The pain I can feel...
My face in my hands...
As I know this is real.
The nights pass with thoughts of you,
And I try to control that very strong bond.
Loving hearts are very few...
And I started to respond...
At first I...
You can see a smile upon my face.
You're worth the happy tears I shed,
In this broken yet hopeful place.
My beautiful lie...
A secret between two.
Sometimes I just cry...
But it's because I've fallen for you.
It wasn't planned,
The pain I can feel...
My face in my hands...
As I know this is real.
The nights pass with thoughts of you,
And I try to control that very strong bond.
Loving hearts are very few...
And I started to respond...
At first I...
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Erupted Heart
She reaches for her throat,
Blazing fire scorching through...
Something is terribly wrong,
Her heart just erupted...
Bloody tears pouring down her face,
All strength leaving her.
She claws at her chest,
Ripping skin,
Letting the blood drop.
With such pain,
She drags herself to the mirror...
She peers at her chest,
And looks at her erupted heart...
It looks like only chunks of what was there...
Dripping... pieces deliberately slipping out...
She looks at it with mortification...
Her breath...
Blazing fire scorching through...
Something is terribly wrong,
Her heart just erupted...
Bloody tears pouring down her face,
All strength leaving her.
She claws at her chest,
Ripping skin,
Letting the blood drop.
With such pain,
She drags herself to the mirror...
She peers at her chest,
And looks at her erupted heart...
It looks like only chunks of what was there...
Dripping... pieces deliberately slipping out...
She looks at it with mortification...
Her breath...
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It's All Different
I'm fighting against my own self…
I'm breaking and dying at the changes I see…
Who am I?...
I'm tired of getting up after being knocked down…
Things don't work anymore…
Everything is turning off…
I thought I could control all this…
But I have control over nothing…
Everything is passing me by,
Not even stopping to stare…
I don't care about letting anyone down anymore…
I've lost myself in all this mess…
I thought I was at peace…
I thought I was done with all this…
But I'm slowly crawling away…
To a never ending black...
I'm breaking and dying at the changes I see…
Who am I?...
I'm tired of getting up after being knocked down…
Things don't work anymore…
Everything is turning off…
I thought I could control all this…
But I have control over nothing…
Everything is passing me by,
Not even stopping to stare…
I don't care about letting anyone down anymore…
I've lost myself in all this mess…
I thought I was at peace…
I thought I was done with all this…
But I'm slowly crawling away…
To a never ending black...
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Imprisoned Pain
Why do I feel this way?...
Why can't I rip the pain out of me??...
I cry the tears that I solemnly need to cry…
I scream out what is locked inside of me…
Why?...
Why must I feel this?...
I'm hoping the cold will numb the pain…
I wish all my thoughts will go away…
Why couldn't I be someone else??...
There is so much I can't take…
I'm locked with prison chains in this mess…
In this insanity that crowds in my mind…
For a moment I can feel my heart beat to a stop…
No more air inside of me…
Only the piercing pain that won't let go…
I'm...
Why can't I rip the pain out of me??...
I cry the tears that I solemnly need to cry…
I scream out what is locked inside of me…
Why?...
Why must I feel this?...
I'm hoping the cold will numb the pain…
I wish all my thoughts will go away…
Why couldn't I be someone else??...
There is so much I can't take…
I'm locked with prison chains in this mess…
In this insanity that crowds in my mind…
For a moment I can feel my heart beat to a stop…
No more air inside of me…
Only the piercing pain that won't let go…
I'm...
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