Submissions by u53l355 (The_Real_Grifta)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I like to write , I have terrible grammar, spelling ect ect , but I have emotion and passion .
SELF POEM
Published
6th Sep 2024 7:03pm
6th Sep 2024 7:03pm
Senseless senses
Take away my eyes ;
There's no light inside of me.
Take away my hearing ;
My ear drums no longer resonate
Pluck each nerve from my body;
I thrive to feel something,
Please
Anything
other than me.
I've become so bitter as the years slowly catch up to the physical pain my body has endured over the years .
That God damn pain
The God damn years
The fucking art
This fucking lonliness
Atleast I am feeling something , even if it is regret and self pity .
-The Real Grifta
...
There's no light inside of me.
Take away my hearing ;
My ear drums no longer resonate
Pluck each nerve from my body;
I thrive to feel something,
Please
Anything
other than me.
I've become so bitter as the years slowly catch up to the physical pain my body has endured over the years .
That God damn pain
The God damn years
The fucking art
This fucking lonliness
Atleast I am feeling something , even if it is regret and self pity .
-The Real Grifta
...
#apathy
#depression
#emptiness
#LifeChangingMoment
#vulnerability
157 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Aug 2024 3:59pm
17th Aug 2024 3:59pm
James
#BestFriend
#death
#grief
#IMissYou
#murder
133 reads
7 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
12th Aug 2024 10:21am
12th Aug 2024 10:21am
Sunshine and puppies
Where have I gone ?
I'm here , but I'm not
You can't see me ,
Thats the shell of a man whom once visually represented me ,
Now
An empty carcus of meat
A fragile egg shell of a human with
Bones that can crack , snap and splint
Vital organs that will rupture and bleed out.
I am happy and jovial
I am fun to be around
I am the one who loves
I am the one that brings a smile to gun fight
I am the one that won
So where am I ?
I am gone ,
I guess I gave up ,
I'm not coming back .
Do...
I'm here , but I'm not
You can't see me ,
Thats the shell of a man whom once visually represented me ,
Now
An empty carcus of meat
A fragile egg shell of a human with
Bones that can crack , snap and splint
Vital organs that will rupture and bleed out.
I am happy and jovial
I am fun to be around
I am the one who loves
I am the one that brings a smile to gun fight
I am the one that won
So where am I ?
I am gone ,
I guess I gave up ,
I'm not coming back .
Do...
#depression
#emptiness
#hate
#loneliness
#WritingPoetry
191 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Aug 2024 9:23am
12th Aug 2024 9:23am
A poem for Nate
Have I got your attention ?
Rather is that something I deserve ?
I spent my whole life ignorant
Recognition is something that is earnd
See life is so complicated
We are all individuals
I wish I could take away your hatred
Your past and the unthinkable
I could take away your pain
Your sorrow and mistakes
I'd take away your trust issues
Paranoia and clean the slate
I don't believe I'm better than you
As i would struggle but I'd cope
But if it ment your whole again
I could hold on to that hope
You could...
Rather is that something I deserve ?
I spent my whole life ignorant
Recognition is something that is earnd
See life is so complicated
We are all individuals
I wish I could take away your hatred
Your past and the unthinkable
I could take away your pain
Your sorrow and mistakes
I'd take away your trust issues
Paranoia and clean the slate
I don't believe I'm better than you
As i would struggle but I'd cope
But if it ment your whole again
I could hold on to that hope
You could...
#depression
#friendship
#LifeStruggles
#love
#PersonalGrowth
188 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
23rd Jul 2024 1:20pm
23rd Jul 2024 1:20pm
Buried Alive
These are the words of a man who's broken,
Speaking of change but the change is unspoken
I wake alone each morning to an empty home
The silence mocks me , I have no where to go,
My thoughts are my fears and they haunt me , taunt me , tear me apart to my core and it's rotting.
Trying to find peace in my mind is like clawing my way out of a casket
Six feet under and a pressure sealed gasket,
I know it's no one else's fault
I know I can't live on hope
Changing my whole lifestyle is hard
I believe I've been delt my last card
I'm the...
Speaking of change but the change is unspoken
I wake alone each morning to an empty home
The silence mocks me , I have no where to go,
My thoughts are my fears and they haunt me , taunt me , tear me apart to my core and it's rotting.
Trying to find peace in my mind is like clawing my way out of a casket
Six feet under and a pressure sealed gasket,
I know it's no one else's fault
I know I can't live on hope
Changing my whole lifestyle is hard
I believe I've been delt my last card
I'm the...
#depression
#loneliness
#relationships
#SelfReflection
#suicide
440 reads
4 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
21st Jul 2024 12:33pm
21st Jul 2024 12:33pm
Be A Man !
To be a man,
is not
to bully and push people around,
It's not
about testosterone fueled violence or black eyes at night on the town ,
It's not
to drink beer or silenceing your shame , money , reputation or having a trade .
It's not
about counting the birds that have perched on your pole.
It's not
About football , rugby or golf .
It's about protecting and caring for the ones that you love ,
Sacrificing your wants
Supporting your family
No matter what
It's about loyalty
Whether your single or committed to a...
is not
to bully and push people around,
It's not
about testosterone fueled violence or black eyes at night on the town ,
It's not
to drink beer or silenceing your shame , money , reputation or having a trade .
It's not
about counting the birds that have perched on your pole.
It's not
About football , rugby or golf .
It's about protecting and caring for the ones that you love ,
Sacrificing your wants
Supporting your family
No matter what
It's about loyalty
Whether your single or committed to a...
#depression
#family
#love
#men
#sacrifice
222 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
14th Jul 2024 12:36pm
14th Jul 2024 12:36pm
I don't care
There is a feeling inside of my Soul
A distant memory fading away over the horizon in my heart
Lingering remains of its decaying corps stand like a small monument of what once was
I still faintly remember what it was like to care
It took a smile of courage and a sun beam of hope.
An accomplishment that would spread smiles around the world
The world as I knew it anyway
It turns out that my idea of a world was alot larger than I anticipated
People were not Who I thought they were
The disappointments grew and took away the illusions of hope ...
A distant memory fading away over the horizon in my heart
Lingering remains of its decaying corps stand like a small monument of what once was
I still faintly remember what it was like to care
It took a smile of courage and a sun beam of hope.
An accomplishment that would spread smiles around the world
The world as I knew it anyway
It turns out that my idea of a world was alot larger than I anticipated
People were not Who I thought they were
The disappointments grew and took away the illusions of hope ...
#anxiety
#depression
#kindness
#loneliness
#SelfWorth
227 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
13th Feb 2024 1:07pm
13th Feb 2024 1:07pm
Should Have Known .
You should have known
That smile you were wearing wouldn't last
That feeling of excitement you had in your stomach was A warning you refused to acknowledge.
Just a taste of the love that you yearn for
Stripped away like the paint on her nails when she changes her mind the next day ,
That high that's induced by nothing but her attention.
You should have known ,
The cinematic romance is as much a myth As dragons and elves ,
You should have known !
Your not worth her time yet alone, share her life ! The time was her charitable contribution To a...
That smile you were wearing wouldn't last
That feeling of excitement you had in your stomach was A warning you refused to acknowledge.
Just a taste of the love that you yearn for
Stripped away like the paint on her nails when she changes her mind the next day ,
That high that's induced by nothing but her attention.
You should have known ,
The cinematic romance is as much a myth As dragons and elves ,
You should have known !
Your not worth her time yet alone, share her life ! The time was her charitable contribution To a...
#sadness
#anxiety
#depression
#heartbroken
#despair
300 reads
4 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
28th Jan 2024 11:06am
28th Jan 2024 11:06am
Films
My Death will just the abrupt ending of the worlds shittiest film , just 701280 hours of struggles to die alone.
#depression
#death
180 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Jan 2024 1:50pm
23rd Jan 2024 1:50pm
I Wish I Could Help you .
I wish I could give you my eyes so you can view yourself as I do
You could see the way your smile brings Life and colour into a room
The comfort in your being , your care-filled heart and mind
knowing that your someone who could give sight to the blind
You would never drop your smile
That big ol cheeky grin
You would see what you deserve and throw your past right in the bin .
I wish that I could help you , I think I need to try,
If you could go ahead and see yourself right through my eyes.
You could see the way your smile brings Life and colour into a room
The comfort in your being , your care-filled heart and mind
knowing that your someone who could give sight to the blind
You would never drop your smile
That big ol cheeky grin
You would see what you deserve and throw your past right in the bin .
I wish that I could help you , I think I need to try,
If you could go ahead and see yourself right through my eyes.
#love
#kindness
#hope #UnrequitedLove
#hope #UnrequitedLove
571 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
29th Dec 2023 1:40pm
29th Dec 2023 1:40pm
Who I am !
Who I was 20yrs ago is not Who I was 10yrs ago
Who I was 10yrs ago is not Who I am today
Who I am today is not Who I will be tomorrow
Everyday is a new me , every me is A slightly more experienced version of Who I was ,
And this is the only thing that defines Who I am.
To change
I learn
To learn
I listen
To listen
I had to change .
- U53L355
Who I was 10yrs ago is not Who I am today
Who I am today is not Who I will be tomorrow
Everyday is a new me , every me is A slightly more experienced version of Who I was ,
And this is the only thing that defines Who I am.
To change
I learn
To learn
I listen
To listen
I had to change .
- U53L355
#learning
#SelfReflection
#SelfDiscovery
#healing
#PersonalGrowth
208 reads
0 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
28th Oct 2023 4:37pm
28th Oct 2023 4:37pm
Casino
There is no better place in my city to be alone, everyone is distracted by flashing lights , addiction and alcoholism , at this point in time I am here but not existant , pleading , feeding the pokies , a delusion of pacifying paradise while pushing their pensions .
Black Jack, baccarat, roulette where the rules are set to signify a lie to you ... the machines will cry to you , I don't mean to pry to you but if you try the same dedication to life then you can beat the addiction that controls you ....
Black Jack, baccarat, roulette where the rules are set to signify a lie to you ... the machines will cry to you , I don't mean to pry to you but if you try the same dedication to life then you can beat the addiction that controls you ....
#addiction
#philosophical
228 reads
2 Comments
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