Submissions by truthtoallthings

The tears are the words of the lullaby, as her sobs become the melody. She is the reason  her family is ripped apart her mother says as completing her thought by saying how horrible of a person she is. Defending a man who will never, and I mean NEVER be my father. Now listening to the one person she trusted, telling her shes awful and suicidal. She will sing the lullaby and she will be the soloist.
Just stream down your arms with that blade, you'll feel better, It'll make it all go away. I promise. It'll calm you down like nothing else she sings to herself. Just try it, it worked...

The urge to die is whispering in my ear when i cannot fall asleep at night, or when my teacher is talking in class; he is inevitable. He knows he gets to you so you sit there in your own world of despair that no one can hear or see. You have conversations with him daily, you know when you talk to yourself? He’s the one always listening, gathering my insecurities to scream at me in my dreams or during my conversations; it’ll just erupt with horrid thoughts of me hanging from my ceiling fan, or laying in my bathtub drowning, or on my floor bleeding out, begging for someone to save me, but no...