Submissions by theparadox86

I woke up with a void inside of me wondering where did everything go and why did it all leave so I lay holding onto beautiful memories remembering when love meant something suddenly I woke up to my precious nothing
I laid down with my oh so precious nothing after a long day of feeling obsolete I always come back to my precious nothing to comfort me
The days I wake up BT wish I couldn't my precious nothing is always right there to assure me why I shouldn't
I laid down with intentions of holding caressing and loving BT all I got was my precious nothing
I woke up seeing the...

Success in my line of sight daring me to dream,failure at the forefront of my reality and easier to obtain it may seem strange BT not to me trying to figure out what a good father should be,what lessons to learn what lessons to teach,for their was never a father for me...
At war with myself at war with myself
Am I loved or someone my family just tolerates?
If my existence was non existent would I be more preferable that way?w/o me there's no black sheep no family shame my joy defined by a lack of tragedy so actually I guess I've never really lived happily
At war with myself at...