Submissions by sinisterpenz (Hellbound)
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Everyday the future looks a little bit darker. But the past, even the grimy parts of it, well, it just keeps on getting brighter all the time.” Watchmen- join sinister -pens on fb if ya dig the ink
sober boner
it's been 2
maybe 2 1/2 years since I've had sex sober
I've been sober a little while now
besides two slips
fuck you it's hard as shit
I used to cook
meth
and other amphetamines
fuck high for 3 days straight
swear to god I fucked till my dick would bleed
none stop fucking
rehydrating
then fucking
with a cock
so hard it was like a gods
Zeus's man sword
throw a dart in my arm
and I go loony toons
a sexual deviant beast
spanking and biting you ...
maybe 2 1/2 years since I've had sex sober
I've been sober a little while now
besides two slips
fuck you it's hard as shit
I used to cook
meth
and other amphetamines
fuck high for 3 days straight
swear to god I fucked till my dick would bleed
none stop fucking
rehydrating
then fucking
with a cock
so hard it was like a gods
Zeus's man sword
throw a dart in my arm
and I go loony toons
a sexual deviant beast
spanking and biting you ...
749 reads
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old scars
this is the best fight of my life
I just apologized
she stood there like blood hit the wall
stunned shocked confused crying and all
she just came to me
I held her
she sobbed violently
embracing me and my apology
baby I'm sorry im me
no hush baby I love you
your just stupid sometimes
I don't wanna lose you
one day you won't come back to me
I hold her close and breath silently
whats with me
I hold pure love in my arms
and I still hustle theses streets
risking the only thing she wants
me
simply
I tell...
I just apologized
she stood there like blood hit the wall
stunned shocked confused crying and all
she just came to me
I held her
she sobbed violently
embracing me and my apology
baby I'm sorry im me
no hush baby I love you
your just stupid sometimes
I don't wanna lose you
one day you won't come back to me
I hold her close and breath silently
whats with me
I hold pure love in my arms
and I still hustle theses streets
risking the only thing she wants
me
simply
I tell...
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sugar
you look back at me
im scanning that sexy body
your eyes are fucking me
i stare back entering deep
with in your soul i see
you need me
i walk up to the bed
put my hand on your ass
and kneel on the bed
i start kissing the curve of your back
all the way down to that sexy ass
which i give a little nibble
i slide your panties half way down and continue
i eat your pussy out from behind
tongue tickling that sexy ass to
babe your pussy's been chromed
it's so wet i love it to
your sugar baby
give it...
im scanning that sexy body
your eyes are fucking me
i stare back entering deep
with in your soul i see
you need me
i walk up to the bed
put my hand on your ass
and kneel on the bed
i start kissing the curve of your back
all the way down to that sexy ass
which i give a little nibble
i slide your panties half way down and continue
i eat your pussy out from behind
tongue tickling that sexy ass to
babe your pussy's been chromed
it's so wet i love it to
your sugar baby
give it...
1330 reads
1 Comment
puff puff pass
what
you got marshmallows and gram crackers over there?
huh?
what are you fuckin making smores?
huh??
your camping on that joint sucka puff puff pass
yea that's it
god damn this is some fire
I blow a smoke ring into the air lay back and relax
I puff puff pass it on thinking life goes on be strong
focus keep your goals in hand don't forget the plan
gotta keep moving man turn on the jams
the smell of strawberry jam
fuck this is some killa doja fam
kick back relax I'll kill you at Mario
party
I like to get crazy
puffin...
you got marshmallows and gram crackers over there?
huh?
what are you fuckin making smores?
huh??
your camping on that joint sucka puff puff pass
yea that's it
god damn this is some fire
I blow a smoke ring into the air lay back and relax
I puff puff pass it on thinking life goes on be strong
focus keep your goals in hand don't forget the plan
gotta keep moving man turn on the jams
the smell of strawberry jam
fuck this is some killa doja fam
kick back relax I'll kill you at Mario
party
I like to get crazy
puffin...
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ghost x's
I must be trippin
I couldn't have seen what I just did
deja Vu
it couldn't have been
I must be hallucinating
god please let me forget
this isn't happening again
I was smart I ran
not doing this again
but it was still good to see you again
at least for the moment that is
I hope your doing good sunshine
i miss you
that kid
I couldn't have seen what I just did
deja Vu
it couldn't have been
I must be hallucinating
god please let me forget
this isn't happening again
I was smart I ran
not doing this again
but it was still good to see you again
at least for the moment that is
I hope your doing good sunshine
i miss you
that kid
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PTSD and me
i want people to feel my pain but they cant
you havent been were i have been
you havent seen what i've seen never ending screams
get the hell away from me ill fucking murder you
it's not murder when your commissioned to
please no the screams
dont you fucking understand the pain that i feel
ya im tuff as nails
tuffer then nails
but even nails break
help me i swirl thru endless memories
they really control me
good day
bad day
it'sd all up to the PTSD destroying me
i told you im crazy now you see
GET the...
you havent been were i have been
you havent seen what i've seen never ending screams
get the hell away from me ill fucking murder you
it's not murder when your commissioned to
please no the screams
dont you fucking understand the pain that i feel
ya im tuff as nails
tuffer then nails
but even nails break
help me i swirl thru endless memories
they really control me
good day
bad day
it'sd all up to the PTSD destroying me
i told you im crazy now you see
GET the...
886 reads
8 Comments
cold sheets
beneath me you perish euphorically
pounding thrusting entering deep
kissing licking biting soft nibbling
I feel your soft skin
all the way down to those long legs
which I spread
I rub your kitten it purs for me
getting wet for me
I spread your lips
and slide my fingers in gently
kissing your neck and talking sexy
I love how wet you get for me
it turns daddy on immensely
you get on top of me
grab my cock
slide down hard
and your pussy swallows me
sliding up and down on me
I'm moaning and groaning...
pounding thrusting entering deep
kissing licking biting soft nibbling
I feel your soft skin
all the way down to those long legs
which I spread
I rub your kitten it purs for me
getting wet for me
I spread your lips
and slide my fingers in gently
kissing your neck and talking sexy
I love how wet you get for me
it turns daddy on immensely
you get on top of me
grab my cock
slide down hard
and your pussy swallows me
sliding up and down on me
I'm moaning and groaning...
1103 reads
6 Comments
blackouts
I know my dreams are memories
and they haunt me when I sleep
satan slips in invoking me
and the killer comes out me
I'm cold and tired
and I don't know where I've been tonight
I looked in inside your cold dead eyes
and now I'm waking here in fright
there scratching and clawing
and breaching thru my head
holding me so cold I don't know where I've been
but I got you on my mind
your in my sights
I crawl from the hole with bloodstains
scratch marks and hair in hand
black wolf rises in the dead of the night
searching for...
and they haunt me when I sleep
satan slips in invoking me
and the killer comes out me
I'm cold and tired
and I don't know where I've been tonight
I looked in inside your cold dead eyes
and now I'm waking here in fright
there scratching and clawing
and breaching thru my head
holding me so cold I don't know where I've been
but I got you on my mind
your in my sights
I crawl from the hole with bloodstains
scratch marks and hair in hand
black wolf rises in the dead of the night
searching for...
1185 reads
2 Comments
High horses
I have no reason
the voices in my head are screaming
spinning
faster out of control
no rhyme
time or thinking
it's hunting season
slicein n dicen
cut and carven season
no rhyme
no reason
it's a sickness
having no feeling
living restricted
with life's laws
rules and thinking
there is no thinking
there's just living
giving
taking
sharing
hurting
killing
raping
there is no reason
you ever think its not all about you
no it wasn't all your fault
you didnt do anything
shut...
the voices in my head are screaming
spinning
faster out of control
no rhyme
time or thinking
it's hunting season
slicein n dicen
cut and carven season
no rhyme
no reason
it's a sickness
having no feeling
living restricted
with life's laws
rules and thinking
there is no thinking
there's just living
giving
taking
sharing
hurting
killing
raping
there is no reason
you ever think its not all about you
no it wasn't all your fault
you didnt do anything
shut...
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I melted for you
come on babe
just one more dose
drop the tab and get in close
I hold you close
the universe opens for us
swirling colors kisses of are souls
the warmth
I melt in your hold
my soul weeps and I need more
I bury myself in everything that is you
holding you so close not breathing feeling you
at this moment time stops and everything is you
I cant focus my heart beats just for you
everything is you
your everything to me
I slide inside your warmth like silk sheets
caressing kissing every part of you ...
just one more dose
drop the tab and get in close
I hold you close
the universe opens for us
swirling colors kisses of are souls
the warmth
I melt in your hold
my soul weeps and I need more
I bury myself in everything that is you
holding you so close not breathing feeling you
at this moment time stops and everything is you
I cant focus my heart beats just for you
everything is you
your everything to me
I slide inside your warmth like silk sheets
caressing kissing every part of you ...
730 reads
12 Comments
need a release
god I need to bust a nut
you females don't know the feeling
it's fucked up
your cock gets hard as fuck
rubbing and touching your clothes
sensitive to every touch
fuck!
I need to release some love
turn you over slap your sexy butt
pull your hair lick your clit slam it in fuck!
I need to bust a nut
in your mouth and on your tits
on your stomach and on your clit
up inside and deep within
fuck
I need to bust
all over you deep within you
slamming that pussy savagely
loving every moment of you
let me love you ...
you females don't know the feeling
it's fucked up
your cock gets hard as fuck
rubbing and touching your clothes
sensitive to every touch
fuck!
I need to release some love
turn you over slap your sexy butt
pull your hair lick your clit slam it in fuck!
I need to bust a nut
in your mouth and on your tits
on your stomach and on your clit
up inside and deep within
fuck
I need to bust
all over you deep within you
slamming that pussy savagely
loving every moment of you
let me love you ...
950 reads
8 Comments
gotta leave forgotten
dont kiss me bitch you just threw up
but here open your mouth and slob on my nuts
the fun has begun
yea it's hard to swallow
gulp it down
there is no tomorrow
show me them sweets
like it's Halloween
I beat them cheeks
feeling inside lovin the heat
but
I need a friend close to my heart
that builds me up when life tears me apart
I need a pill for every time i fucked up
lost a love
and for every shell that dropped from my gauge
I'm fuckin mad im sick
help dose me with psych meds quick
my head spins
don't let the...
but here open your mouth and slob on my nuts
the fun has begun
yea it's hard to swallow
gulp it down
there is no tomorrow
show me them sweets
like it's Halloween
I beat them cheeks
feeling inside lovin the heat
but
I need a friend close to my heart
that builds me up when life tears me apart
I need a pill for every time i fucked up
lost a love
and for every shell that dropped from my gauge
I'm fuckin mad im sick
help dose me with psych meds quick
my head spins
don't let the...
636 reads
0 Comments
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