Submissions by schizodude (a voice from the void)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
a shadow of what once was, preserved by caffeine and spite, i turmoil the days in order to give shape to words
you
i see you
standing far away
i see you
loving someone else
i see you
crying your eyes out
i see you
and cant help but cry
i see you
and pain fills my heart
i see you
there's nothing i can do
i've lost you
and there's nothing i can do
to get your love back
i've lost you
and for once in my life i cant
wait to die
i've lost you
so when you walk away please
look back one last time
tell me you loved me
and say goodbye
standing far away
i see you
loving someone else
i see you
crying your eyes out
i see you
and cant help but cry
i see you
and pain fills my heart
i see you
there's nothing i can do
i've lost you
and there's nothing i can do
to get your love back
i've lost you
and for once in my life i cant
wait to die
i've lost you
so when you walk away please
look back one last time
tell me you loved me
and say goodbye
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the worst time
i run from room to room
trying to escape the words i know
he's dead
and "you'll never see him again"
a brother to me
not by blood but by bond
so much we went through
all the blood
sweat
tears
all the sorrow
sadness
pain
i don't know where you are
whether in
hell
or
heaven
whether you where
burned
or
buried
sometimes i can see you
sometimes i can hear you
but at other times i know
theres nothing i can do
i walk alone on this empty road
a part of me hollow and dead
a...
trying to escape the words i know
he's dead
and "you'll never see him again"
a brother to me
not by blood but by bond
so much we went through
all the blood
sweat
tears
all the sorrow
sadness
pain
i don't know where you are
whether in
hell
or
heaven
whether you where
burned
or
buried
sometimes i can see you
sometimes i can hear you
but at other times i know
theres nothing i can do
i walk alone on this empty road
a part of me hollow and dead
a...
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stranger
i met a stranger today
she was nice and kind
i met a stranger today
she had a smile on her face
i met a stanger today
how else can i describe her
i met a stranger today
she piqued my interests
i met a stranger today
the world is so full of them
i met a stranger today
a stranger she longer is to me
i met a stranger yesterday
we are now best friends
i met a stranger yesterday
we share all our secrets
i met a stranger yesterday
there nothing we wont do
i met a stranger yesterday
we shared our first kiss
...
she was nice and kind
i met a stranger today
she had a smile on her face
i met a stanger today
how else can i describe her
i met a stranger today
she piqued my interests
i met a stranger today
the world is so full of them
i met a stranger today
a stranger she longer is to me
i met a stranger yesterday
we are now best friends
i met a stranger yesterday
we share all our secrets
i met a stranger yesterday
there nothing we wont do
i met a stranger yesterday
we shared our first kiss
...
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Game of Life
there's friends
and
there's enemies
there's lovers
and
there's killers
there's haters
and
there's protectors
which one are you?
the one who takes crap in the end?
or
the one who actually rises up and does shit?
and
there's enemies
there's lovers
and
there's killers
there's haters
and
there's protectors
which one are you?
the one who takes crap in the end?
or
the one who actually rises up and does shit?
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love can be painful
you take this life
and run it to the ground
you take this heart
stab a knife straight through
you take this mind
chase away all the sanity
you take this soul
damm it straight to hell
you take this body
throw it away as you wish
you take this world
spin it around my head
you take his hand
and throw mine in the dust
and run it to the ground
you take this heart
stab a knife straight through
you take this mind
chase away all the sanity
you take this soul
damm it straight to hell
you take this body
throw it away as you wish
you take this world
spin it around my head
you take his hand
and throw mine in the dust
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nightmare
i can feel the blood rushing through your veins
taste the life pulsing through your lies
hate bubbles inside my chest
i've ripped your once proud family crest
the life you once held in your womb
now lost to an ancient doom
you can't stop me
kill me
beat me
main me
i'm over you
livin' you
down
no longer part of your storm
of your scorn
you can't hold me back
cause you lack
all the vital ingredients......
a killer
a taker
that's what i've become
and i've overcome
my sanity
my honesty
a...
taste the life pulsing through your lies
hate bubbles inside my chest
i've ripped your once proud family crest
the life you once held in your womb
now lost to an ancient doom
you can't stop me
kill me
beat me
main me
i'm over you
livin' you
down
no longer part of your storm
of your scorn
you can't hold me back
cause you lack
all the vital ingredients......
a killer
a taker
that's what i've become
and i've overcome
my sanity
my honesty
a...
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untitled
you look at me
try to use me
try to
twist
burn
scar
hurt
kill
me
but you don't need to
i've already done this
i've pushed myself past the brink
already taken all things
that make me human
that make me bleed and cry
that make me curse and scream
that make me sick to the stomach
that make me want to end this life
that make me vomit all over
and shoved it away
to a deep black corner in my mind
left it there
chained and killed
and now
i have nothing left
of this humanity that i
once held...
try to use me
try to
twist
burn
scar
hurt
kill
me
but you don't need to
i've already done this
i've pushed myself past the brink
already taken all things
that make me human
that make me bleed and cry
that make me curse and scream
that make me sick to the stomach
that make me want to end this life
that make me vomit all over
and shoved it away
to a deep black corner in my mind
left it there
chained and killed
and now
i have nothing left
of this humanity that i
once held...
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smile
have nothing to fear
for i am here
your life is bad
well so was mine
i wont bite....well
maybe just a little
i wont hurt you
for you are mine
i dont damage my goods
i want my fun
there's no need to run
i'll just break you
leave you wanting for more
so when you think of me
i just want you to smile
and say what a ride
for i am here
your life is bad
well so was mine
i wont bite....well
maybe just a little
i wont hurt you
for you are mine
i dont damage my goods
i want my fun
there's no need to run
i'll just break you
leave you wanting for more
so when you think of me
i just want you to smile
and say what a ride
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On the Verge
you think I’m happy
when i smile
you need to understand
that i’m dead inside
there’s nothing there
except an empty shell
whose soul was lost
so long ago
to pain
to loss
to fear
to hate
what things you have to see
to realize that i’m gone
this world has left me
and i’m all alone
you can see the proof
just look at my arm
it tells you my life
and all that i’ve seen
the hurt
the burns
the beatings
the bruises
yet when you see me
you say i’m always happy
always smiling
never...
when i smile
you need to understand
that i’m dead inside
there’s nothing there
except an empty shell
whose soul was lost
so long ago
to pain
to loss
to fear
to hate
what things you have to see
to realize that i’m gone
this world has left me
and i’m all alone
you can see the proof
just look at my arm
it tells you my life
and all that i’ve seen
the hurt
the burns
the beatings
the bruises
yet when you see me
you say i’m always happy
always smiling
never...
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untitled
the moon looks up, envy in her gaze
at the stars above so full of days
they radiate their beauty
while she stands in disgust
their bodies so slim
hers just huge lumps
her movements are clumsy
theirs are so graceful
their face is so beautiful
hers is filled with cracks and dust
but i would rather choose as my lifelong companion
instead of the stars who ignore me in their beauty
she listens to my words and never turns away
the stars just blush and look the other way
she makes me feel special
they throw me in disgust
she smiles at...
at the stars above so full of days
they radiate their beauty
while she stands in disgust
their bodies so slim
hers just huge lumps
her movements are clumsy
theirs are so graceful
their face is so beautiful
hers is filled with cracks and dust
but i would rather choose as my lifelong companion
instead of the stars who ignore me in their beauty
she listens to my words and never turns away
the stars just blush and look the other way
she makes me feel special
they throw me in disgust
she smiles at...
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Stay Alive
why am i here today?
there's nothing i can do today
that doesn't involve cutting or drinking
my problem away, living
has become so hard for me to bare
with everyone that i cared for
leaving me
or cursing me
to a fate of loneliness
of remembrance
looking towards the clouds
wondering how he's doing
livin' life to the fullest
watching me,crying 'cause of the bulletthat ended not only his life
but mine as well?
i'll never know unless
i go to join him
an offer so tempting
that i think of givin'
my body to the ground ...
there's nothing i can do today
that doesn't involve cutting or drinking
my problem away, living
has become so hard for me to bare
with everyone that i cared for
leaving me
or cursing me
to a fate of loneliness
of remembrance
looking towards the clouds
wondering how he's doing
livin' life to the fullest
watching me,crying 'cause of the bulletthat ended not only his life
but mine as well?
i'll never know unless
i go to join him
an offer so tempting
that i think of givin'
my body to the ground ...
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unsafe
i have no hope for the future
it keeps on chasing me away
and no one knows my struggles
they view me as a sickly dog
chasing me with words or beatings
and i lay on the floor beaten but not broken
trying to rise from the ashes that i'm made of
but life brings me down
promises of love and happiness forgotten
taken and ripped from my life
never given back at once only given in pieces
hopefully i realize my path
if i don't.........we will never know
it keeps on chasing me away
and no one knows my struggles
they view me as a sickly dog
chasing me with words or beatings
and i lay on the floor beaten but not broken
trying to rise from the ashes that i'm made of
but life brings me down
promises of love and happiness forgotten
taken and ripped from my life
never given back at once only given in pieces
hopefully i realize my path
if i don't.........we will never know
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