Submissions by sayia (dreaka marie darkwolf)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
hi guys my name is shadow im 28 and have been writting since i was very young its always been an outlet for me to let go of the dark thoughts that plague my mind
SELF POEM
Published
24th Jun 2015 5:40am
24th Jun 2015 5:40am
my only true love
My Only
True Love Was the
Knife That Struck My Wrist
Every Night and Morning
Knowing There Was No Secondary
Love
Knowing Your Love Was Only
a Lie That Made the Knife
So Close To Me
After Loving You So Dearly
I Found Myself Dead
Asleep Last Thing In
My Memory Was The Next
Morning Later
As I Looked Head To Toe
Covered In My Own Blood
As Tears Filled With Blood
Fell Slowly Down My Cheek
As I Said Bye
To This World I Called...
True Love Was the
Knife That Struck My Wrist
Every Night and Morning
Knowing There Was No Secondary
Love
Knowing Your Love Was Only
a Lie That Made the Knife
So Close To Me
After Loving You So Dearly
I Found Myself Dead
Asleep Last Thing In
My Memory Was The Next
Morning Later
As I Looked Head To Toe
Covered In My Own Blood
As Tears Filled With Blood
Fell Slowly Down My Cheek
As I Said Bye
To This World I Called...
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
28th May 2015 4:00am
28th May 2015 4:00am
wolves
Drums pound as gourd rattles shake in rhythm
with the joyous heart of Earth Mother
Spirits of Earth and Sky loudly rejoice
at birthing of new Wolf pups
Tiny new lives beginning in innocence
their eyes closed to what might be
Gently, as the caress of a Butterfly
Wind Spirits stroke their fur
Sleeping pups, dreaming dreams
of ancestors roaming free
Prairies, mountains, valleys, and streams
were once a home they shared with all
Awaken young pups, and grow strong
for yours is not...
with the joyous heart of Earth Mother
Spirits of Earth and Sky loudly rejoice
at birthing of new Wolf pups
Tiny new lives beginning in innocence
their eyes closed to what might be
Gently, as the caress of a Butterfly
Wind Spirits stroke their fur
Sleeping pups, dreaming dreams
of ancestors roaming free
Prairies, mountains, valleys, and streams
were once a home they shared with all
Awaken young pups, and grow strong
for yours is not...
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ANGER POEM
Published
20th May 2015 3:01am
20th May 2015 3:01am
anymore lies
Your Love
Was Just A Lie
Your Words Of Concern
were Just A Lie
Knowing You Truly
you Wouldn't Care If I Died
So Why Don’t I
You Can Be The One
To Blame
I’ll Bleed Out
Every Tear Ever shed
from My Eyes
That Came upon Me
over Your Choices
Your Guilt Means
Nothing To Me
you’ll never Change
So Stop Trying
And Don’t Speak to me
don't breathe anymore
lies
Was Just A Lie
Your Words Of Concern
were Just A Lie
Knowing You Truly
you Wouldn't Care If I Died
So Why Don’t I
You Can Be The One
To Blame
I’ll Bleed Out
Every Tear Ever shed
from My Eyes
That Came upon Me
over Your Choices
Your Guilt Means
Nothing To Me
you’ll never Change
So Stop Trying
And Don’t Speak to me
don't breathe anymore
lies
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
20th May 2015 2:57am
20th May 2015 2:57am
my eyes
my eyes
see the world
differently
they see it as
the hellhole it is
not as the wonderful place
its cracked up to be
my eyes see
a different beauty
than others
they see the beauty
on the inside
instead of the
fake crap on the outside;
my eyes see
the tears
behind a smile
my eyes see
the pain
behind the mask
my eyes see
what others don’t
they see all
that others ignore
they see...
see the world
differently
they see it as
the hellhole it is
not as the wonderful place
its cracked up to be
my eyes see
a different beauty
than others
they see the beauty
on the inside
instead of the
fake crap on the outside;
my eyes see
the tears
behind a smile
my eyes see
the pain
behind the mask
my eyes see
what others don’t
they see all
that others ignore
they see...
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SELF POEM
Published
16th May 2015 5:44am
16th May 2015 5:44am
take the blade
I want to take the blade
to cut my skin
who would care?
Who would want me to live?
im thinking of who will miss me
and my mind comes up blank
so without another thought
I take the blade to my wrist
and feel my pain being relieved
but only temporarily I only made a small cut
so now im crying tears of pure joy
because I can feel my life ending
I can feel all my memories
slipping away
but before they all do
I see the faces
of all of them
the people who would care
if I died
the people who would cry
the people who...
to cut my skin
who would care?
Who would want me to live?
im thinking of who will miss me
and my mind comes up blank
so without another thought
I take the blade to my wrist
and feel my pain being relieved
but only temporarily I only made a small cut
so now im crying tears of pure joy
because I can feel my life ending
I can feel all my memories
slipping away
but before they all do
I see the faces
of all of them
the people who would care
if I died
the people who would cry
the people who...
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SELF POEM
Published
16th May 2015 5:43am
16th May 2015 5:43am
as the blood drips
as the blood drips
slowly from my wrists
I realize I’m someone
no one would ever miss
so why not just finish the job
right here
right now
when they find me
they’ll all feel bad
for treating me like shit
but right now
I don’t want to
think about it
I just want to concentrate
on letting my blood seep out
from my wrists
all I want now
is for this to come to an end
so I can just forget their faces
so I can forget their bullshit
so I can forget their names
all I want now is to leave
this god forsaken place...
slowly from my wrists
I realize I’m someone
no one would ever miss
so why not just finish the job
right here
right now
when they find me
they’ll all feel bad
for treating me like shit
but right now
I don’t want to
think about it
I just want to concentrate
on letting my blood seep out
from my wrists
all I want now
is for this to come to an end
so I can just forget their faces
so I can forget their bullshit
so I can forget their names
all I want now is to leave
this god forsaken place...
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
8th May 2015 11:44pm
8th May 2015 11:44pm
dont close your eyes
i lay here in my bed
i fight the want to close my eyes
i fight the want to slip into darkness
i think about all the things ive done
all the nights i cried wondering when
or if ever
you'd come home to me
hoping you'd save me
from myself and all i've done
i struggle to keep back the tears
thinking about all the scars
i think about all the blood
i wonder what you would say
if you could see me now
what youd think of me
knowing
id done this to myself
over and over
i hear the door open
the light slowly turns on
i see...
i fight the want to close my eyes
i fight the want to slip into darkness
i think about all the things ive done
all the nights i cried wondering when
or if ever
you'd come home to me
hoping you'd save me
from myself and all i've done
i struggle to keep back the tears
thinking about all the scars
i think about all the blood
i wonder what you would say
if you could see me now
what youd think of me
knowing
id done this to myself
over and over
i hear the door open
the light slowly turns on
i see...
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SELF POEM
Published
8th May 2015 10:47pm
8th May 2015 10:47pm
who i am
i stare at my reflection
why do i do this to myself
people always said
i should be true to myself
that i should follow my heart
the more i try to do so
the harder it becomes
the more i lose myself
everyone says it's okay
to not be okay
as long as i'm true
to who i am
this small error
is tearing me apart
making it so hard
i stare at myself wondering
if i do my hair
will i be perfect
should i do my makeup
the more i try the harder it is
then i think
theres nothing wrong with
who
...
why do i do this to myself
people always said
i should be true to myself
that i should follow my heart
the more i try to do so
the harder it becomes
the more i lose myself
everyone says it's okay
to not be okay
as long as i'm true
to who i am
this small error
is tearing me apart
making it so hard
i stare at myself wondering
if i do my hair
will i be perfect
should i do my makeup
the more i try the harder it is
then i think
theres nothing wrong with
who
...
632 reads
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
13th Mar 2015 9:51pm
13th Mar 2015 9:51pm
a thought about dad
Sometimes I wake up early in the morn, and I think about when I was born. I think about the man who helped my life to start. I think about his face and his heart. I feel his embrace and see his smile. I'm ok for a little while. When I think about dad, I really don't remember much bad, I remember so much good, and not much sad. Then I think I wish I could. I wish I could say all the things I wanted to, like, dad I love you and I forgive you. I wish I could pick up the phone and say "Hey old man it's me, your biggest fan" It's your little girl and your my best friend in...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
11th Feb 2015 10:17pm
11th Feb 2015 10:17pm
locked up
My life feels like a prison
theres no key
theres no way to escape
I beg for the guards to let me out
I try to break down my walls
I try to flee the darkness
I try to fight
the freezing cold fog
I try to find
the good in my life
I try to find
the light
the warmth
im locked up
they won't let me out
I feel so lost
as I sit
my head bowed in my hands
im a prisoner
a caged animal
I can't escape
no matter
how long I run
im locked up
there is no peace
there is nothing
In this
cold...
theres no key
theres no way to escape
I beg for the guards to let me out
I try to break down my walls
I try to flee the darkness
I try to fight
the freezing cold fog
I try to find
the good in my life
I try to find
the light
the warmth
im locked up
they won't let me out
I feel so lost
as I sit
my head bowed in my hands
im a prisoner
a caged animal
I can't escape
no matter
how long I run
im locked up
there is no peace
there is nothing
In this
cold...
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Feb 2015 8:11pm
7th Feb 2015 8:11pm
forsaken
The light was once my home
but I chose to be one with the dark
I got over what people said
I got over being called
the devils child
the pain of the hunger
clouds my memories of the past
I walk the streets
hearing people say im forsaken
that im cursed
I laugh to my self
I think
you people have no idea
they don't know what
there even looking at
they don't know
there looking at a child
a child born of light and dark
gods child yet the devils
I am an angel
yet I am a demon
im not the only one
im just of...
but I chose to be one with the dark
I got over what people said
I got over being called
the devils child
the pain of the hunger
clouds my memories of the past
I walk the streets
hearing people say im forsaken
that im cursed
I laugh to my self
I think
you people have no idea
they don't know what
there even looking at
they don't know
there looking at a child
a child born of light and dark
gods child yet the devils
I am an angel
yet I am a demon
im not the only one
im just of...
618 reads
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