Submissions by rose_lepinski
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
If I gave you my life story you wouldn't know how to react or what to say Some people can relate others will have no clue what this never ending pain is like Ive been writing poems since i was 12 and I'm 18 now
She Is
She is the girl who use to believe she could trust everyone who comes into her live
she is the girl who had her dreams stomped all over
she is the girl who had a kind heart
but now locks herself in her room to prevent being hurt
she is the girl who cries herself to sleep
she is the girl who had high hopes and dreams
till some one told her they were impossible to reach
she is the girl who believed people could change
until she got hurt
she is....
me
she is the girl who had her dreams stomped all over
she is the girl who had a kind heart
but now locks herself in her room to prevent being hurt
she is the girl who cries herself to sleep
she is the girl who had high hopes and dreams
till some one told her they were impossible to reach
she is the girl who believed people could change
until she got hurt
she is....
me
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Human Zebra
Im like a human zebra
but my stripes are scars
and every strip has a story
they my not be happy stories
they are pretty depressing stories
some ill tell you
but some i'd rather not speak
some are emotionally scarring
some i still have flash backs to
some ill never get over
and just keep reliving the pain
everyone that said they would be there for me
left me
so i dont trust
because im done adding stripes
if i dont trust anyone then why would there be a need to add stripes
but my stripes are scars
and every strip has a story
they my not be happy stories
they are pretty depressing stories
some ill tell you
but some i'd rather not speak
some are emotionally scarring
some i still have flash backs to
some ill never get over
and just keep reliving the pain
everyone that said they would be there for me
left me
so i dont trust
because im done adding stripes
if i dont trust anyone then why would there be a need to add stripes
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Keep Holding On by Rose Lepinski And Jordan Smith
(JAS)No matter what life throws at you.
never give up.
hold on.
it will all get better.
just wait & see.
(RML) sometimes you feel like you have yourself all figured out
but then you find you keep putting yourself down
almost like you are addicted to the pain
(JAS) Thinking that there's no hope
Thinking that there's no way out
(Chorus)Keep holding on
everything is gonna be ok.
just hold on.
stay strong.
Because i never thought id be standing here today
but here i...
never give up.
hold on.
it will all get better.
just wait & see.
(RML) sometimes you feel like you have yourself all figured out
but then you find you keep putting yourself down
almost like you are addicted to the pain
(JAS) Thinking that there's no hope
Thinking that there's no way out
(Chorus)Keep holding on
everything is gonna be ok.
just hold on.
stay strong.
Because i never thought id be standing here today
but here i...
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Everything Happens For A Reason by Rose Lepinksi and Jordan Smith
(RML)i know the feeling of just wanting to give up,
Like everything you do is all wrong
(JAS)Never knowing if what im doing is right.
Never knowing if i can go on
(RML)(JAS)(chorus) sometimes you gotta do your best and not Worry what other people think
Whats done is done no going back
Just remember everything happens for a reason
And theres nothing we can do to change that
its the way it is
its even written in the bible
(JAS)Move on from the past.
Think of the future.Look beside me.
I see my niece smile. ...
Like everything you do is all wrong
(JAS)Never knowing if what im doing is right.
Never knowing if i can go on
(RML)(JAS)(chorus) sometimes you gotta do your best and not Worry what other people think
Whats done is done no going back
Just remember everything happens for a reason
And theres nothing we can do to change that
its the way it is
its even written in the bible
(JAS)Move on from the past.
Think of the future.Look beside me.
I see my niece smile. ...
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Bulemia
I think I am fat
So I puke my food
I think I'm ugly so I wear make up
My grades slowly drop
While my weight is going up
More and More
You see
160
I see OBESE
I do
5-6 work out video a da
and still I am fat
How am I gaining weight?
I just don't know
People say it takes time
But I've been waiting 2 years to drop one pound
when will my weight stop raising and lower
I'm scared of summer
Cause it means bikini season
And I don't have a bikini body
So I puke my food
I think I'm ugly so I wear make up
My grades slowly drop
While my weight is going up
More and More
You see
160
I see OBESE
I do
5-6 work out video a da
and still I am fat
How am I gaining weight?
I just don't know
People say it takes time
But I've been waiting 2 years to drop one pound
when will my weight stop raising and lower
I'm scared of summer
Cause it means bikini season
And I don't have a bikini body
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As Long As You Love Me
As long as you love me
I will always be by your side
And i will never leave.
As long as you love me
I will always care And will never stop.
As long as you love me
I will bring the sunshine
And comfort the fears you mayhave.
As long as you love me
Forever and always
Will mean together forever
Till death do us part.
I will always be by your side
And i will never leave.
As long as you love me
I will always care And will never stop.
As long as you love me
I will bring the sunshine
And comfort the fears you mayhave.
As long as you love me
Forever and always
Will mean together forever
Till death do us part.
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I want to Believe (10/8/10)
I want to believe that theres a guy some where out there what will love me forever and will forgive me every time i do something stupid but there will never be a guy who can do both. I want to believe that one day i can move on and forget about him but hes on my mind all the time. I want to believe that i can stop crying my-self to sleep but i miss him to much. i want to believe that i can find someone better but theres now one better then him. i want to believe that I'm beautiful but I've been told way to many times that I'm UGLY. I want to believe that i can stop crying when i hear a song...
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I'm done trying
I'm done trying to be the perfect person you want me to be
I'm done trying to be happy when i just want to cry
I'm done trying to fake a smile to hide my pain
I'm done trying to be a friend when you want nothing to do with me
I'm done trying to be what you expect me too be
I am who I am
I'm done trying to be happy when i just want to cry
I'm done trying to fake a smile to hide my pain
I'm done trying to be a friend when you want nothing to do with me
I'm done trying to be what you expect me too be
I am who I am
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They Are With God Now
We are losing loved ones all the time, because of suicide
Our loved ones are being bullied, and suffering with depression
And no one does anything about it
They get to the point were they cant take it any more and commit suicide
We are left in tears
And we have to remember
They are with God now
In a better place
They are watching over us
God will keep them safe
We will be with them again one day
Cause they are in heaven now
We cry at night
Knowing our lives will never be the same
Thinking we cant go on with out them
Hoping we can...
Our loved ones are being bullied, and suffering with depression
And no one does anything about it
They get to the point were they cant take it any more and commit suicide
We are left in tears
And we have to remember
They are with God now
In a better place
They are watching over us
God will keep them safe
We will be with them again one day
Cause they are in heaven now
We cry at night
Knowing our lives will never be the same
Thinking we cant go on with out them
Hoping we can...
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You Can Tell Me Anything
I can see through you
I can see it in your eyes
That there is something wrong
Why don't you open up to me
And tell me what it is
You can tell me anything
Anything at all
Tell me whats on your mind
Tell me whats on your heart
Whats bothering you my dear
You can tell me that you're fine
But I know you're not really fine
I can see you eyes holds so many tears
I can see you're lacking sleep
Your eyes I see it all
Don't bother hiding anything from me
I'll find out eventually
You can tell me anything
Anything at all...
I can see it in your eyes
That there is something wrong
Why don't you open up to me
And tell me what it is
You can tell me anything
Anything at all
Tell me whats on your mind
Tell me whats on your heart
Whats bothering you my dear
You can tell me that you're fine
But I know you're not really fine
I can see you eyes holds so many tears
I can see you're lacking sleep
Your eyes I see it all
Don't bother hiding anything from me
I'll find out eventually
You can tell me anything
Anything at all...
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Tough Decision
Have you ever had to make up your mind
And just dont know what to do
But its a big decision that will effect your life
Do I let go or hold on?
I keep getting hurt
But i dont want to let go
People can change
But its not always for the best
Sometimes I wonder if theres a reason i dont want to let go
A reason why when i see him i cant help but smile
A reason for everything
And just dont know what to do
But its a big decision that will effect your life
Do I let go or hold on?
I keep getting hurt
But i dont want to let go
People can change
But its not always for the best
Sometimes I wonder if theres a reason i dont want to let go
A reason why when i see him i cant help but smile
A reason for everything
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Dark Angel
You have wings and a halo
And you hover over the ground
You tell me the difference between right and wrong
But one day
Something changes
I see your wings are getting a little dirty
And your halo is starting to fall
You tell me to do something evil
And then the white wings turn to black
And you are after me
What did I do wrong
Why did you lie to me
I thought you were a good angle and was here to protect me from all evil
But I guess this was just a test
Now I know there is evil in all
And I will never be protected
And you hover over the ground
You tell me the difference between right and wrong
But one day
Something changes
I see your wings are getting a little dirty
And your halo is starting to fall
You tell me to do something evil
And then the white wings turn to black
And you are after me
What did I do wrong
Why did you lie to me
I thought you were a good angle and was here to protect me from all evil
But I guess this was just a test
Now I know there is evil in all
And I will never be protected
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