Submissions by ravibabygirl (babygirlprincess)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
i been writting poetry since i was fifteen trying to get my poetry in diffrent forums and get feedback
SELF POEM
Published
17th Aug 2020 6:12am
17th Aug 2020 6:12am
Anxiety
I wish I could feel normal
Sometimes in crowded spaces, I see blurry
This feeling is so awful
I always feel pressure within myself to be in a hurry
Then I feel like everything seems so closed in
Sometimes I just overthink nonstop
I try to find peace within
I just want it all to stop
Sometimes I feel like I'm being ignored
I feel like I have to explain a lot
I think you might get bored
So many battles within myself I fought
I know I'm adored
My mind won't shut off mostly at night
I think of every possible...
Sometimes in crowded spaces, I see blurry
This feeling is so awful
I always feel pressure within myself to be in a hurry
Then I feel like everything seems so closed in
Sometimes I just overthink nonstop
I try to find peace within
I just want it all to stop
Sometimes I feel like I'm being ignored
I feel like I have to explain a lot
I think you might get bored
So many battles within myself I fought
I know I'm adored
My mind won't shut off mostly at night
I think of every possible...
#anxiety
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SELF POEM
Published
16th Aug 2020 7:15pm
16th Aug 2020 7:15pm
dont fix me
I don't want to be put in a box
I don't want to be in a closed room with locks
or to be with someone else wants me to be
all these expectations Make Me flee
If I talk about mental health they think I want to die
but that's all a lie
people just want to hear the gossip don't worry I'm doing awesome
Why do you get offended
nothing can be mended
just because I don't want you
I know it makes you blue
What is a poet exactly
why judge me so badly
humans cannot be defined as one thing
you just want a fling ...
I don't want to be in a closed room with locks
or to be with someone else wants me to be
all these expectations Make Me flee
If I talk about mental health they think I want to die
but that's all a lie
people just want to hear the gossip don't worry I'm doing awesome
Why do you get offended
nothing can be mended
just because I don't want you
I know it makes you blue
What is a poet exactly
why judge me so badly
humans cannot be defined as one thing
you just want a fling ...
#strength
#courage
#respect #emotions
#respect #emotions
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3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
16th Aug 2020 7:11pm
16th Aug 2020 7:11pm
tooth pain
wish this pain would go away
So I can go about the rest of my day
Sometimes I can bear the pain is not a big deal
I just hate how I feel
Other times the pain is so bad it feels like it goes on forever
It feels like it won't stop whatsoever
There was once where it felt so bad that I couldn't bear
It feels like a nightmare
I was crying felt like I was dying
I swear I'm not lying
Let's be clear I don't want to end my life
I don't want to end my life especially with a knife
I had a bad thought in my head
As I try...
So I can go about the rest of my day
Sometimes I can bear the pain is not a big deal
I just hate how I feel
Other times the pain is so bad it feels like it goes on forever
It feels like it won't stop whatsoever
There was once where it felt so bad that I couldn't bear
It feels like a nightmare
I was crying felt like I was dying
I swear I'm not lying
Let's be clear I don't want to end my life
I don't want to end my life especially with a knife
I had a bad thought in my head
As I try...
#anxiety
#fear
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2 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
15th Aug 2020 9:05pm
15th Aug 2020 9:05pm
i like being bad
I like getting you mad
You never scream or yell
It makes me so glad
Like I put you under a spell
You push me to get on top of you
You tell me you're not going to help me stick it in
Like your giving me a clue
Your more aggressive then you have ever been
You say I need to be punished
Since I tell you off and I don't listen
I like it when you punish me, to be honest
I just like to take this in
You say if im yours as you touch me and pull my hair
You do these hard kisses I like
But I don't care
I...
You never scream or yell
It makes me so glad
Like I put you under a spell
You push me to get on top of you
You tell me you're not going to help me stick it in
Like your giving me a clue
Your more aggressive then you have ever been
You say I need to be punished
Since I tell you off and I don't listen
I like it when you punish me, to be honest
I just like to take this in
You say if im yours as you touch me and pull my hair
You do these hard kisses I like
But I don't care
I...
#lust
#sex
#erotic #passion
#erotic #passion
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2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
15th Aug 2020 6:28am
15th Aug 2020 6:28am
she needs you
I'm putting all my pain aside
we made a promise before I was your bride
that we would be there for each other no matter what
now things change are emotions are shut
but our baby needs you and always will
she waits for you always and still
she has both of us in her
all these years have been a blur
she can be very angry and make faces like me
she is also like you can't you see
shes really blunt and speaks no lies
you can see it in her eyes
you were once superman I know you hate that title
I know inside your mind...
we made a promise before I was your bride
that we would be there for each other no matter what
now things change are emotions are shut
but our baby needs you and always will
she waits for you always and still
she has both of us in her
all these years have been a blur
she can be very angry and make faces like me
she is also like you can't you see
shes really blunt and speaks no lies
you can see it in her eyes
you were once superman I know you hate that title
I know inside your mind...
#father
#memories
#separation #daughter
#separation #daughter
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LOVE POEM
Published
15th Aug 2020 6:24am
15th Aug 2020 6:24am
microdeletion
I have a daughter as small as she is she does struggle daily
she has also a sister named Kaylee
she was born with a disability
shes needs stability
I have notice something may have been off since she was six months old
but I will not fold
she couldn't walk till she was almost two her muscle wasn't strong
I and her dad are not together we couldn't get along
I had taken her to her neurologist and that was she was diagnosed
I've always been there for her the most
she has microdeletion syndrome it's rare
I felt so bare
...
she has also a sister named Kaylee
she was born with a disability
shes needs stability
I have notice something may have been off since she was six months old
but I will not fold
she couldn't walk till she was almost two her muscle wasn't strong
I and her dad are not together we couldn't get along
I had taken her to her neurologist and that was she was diagnosed
I've always been there for her the most
she has microdeletion syndrome it's rare
I felt so bare
...
#mother
#sister
#daughter #responsibility
#daughter #responsibility
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SELF POEM
Published
14th Aug 2020 7:03pm
14th Aug 2020 7:03pm
im not good
today is just another reminder
being reminded of a lot of mistakes in life
even when I was a minor
I know I have to continue and strife
I have many secrets in my closet
when I do bad I just want to forget and act as nothing happened
I'm just being honest
it's worse what you can imagined
I have lost my virginity to an older guy at seventeen that I didn't know well
I have snuck out at night
this feels like hell
so many inner demons I have to fight
I've always been alone hiding secrets dealing with pain on my own ...
being reminded of a lot of mistakes in life
even when I was a minor
I know I have to continue and strife
I have many secrets in my closet
when I do bad I just want to forget and act as nothing happened
I'm just being honest
it's worse what you can imagined
I have lost my virginity to an older guy at seventeen that I didn't know well
I have snuck out at night
this feels like hell
so many inner demons I have to fight
I've always been alone hiding secrets dealing with pain on my own ...
#dark
#shame
#disappointment #emptiness
#disappointment #emptiness
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2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
14th Aug 2020 6:55pm
14th Aug 2020 6:55pm
intimacy
a new topic I thought of
for myself personally, sex doesn't feel like intimacy to me
but cuddling is it makes me feel open or close to someone
maybe I'm so blind that I cant see
may due to past events I see sex like something fun
I just don't see it as connecting with someone at a higher level
when it comes to love I want to run
wish I could bury my good self where is my shovel
I have created this other person in myself
it started as a joke I believed in youth
then she became apart of me
I named her Michelle
who...
for myself personally, sex doesn't feel like intimacy to me
but cuddling is it makes me feel open or close to someone
maybe I'm so blind that I cant see
may due to past events I see sex like something fun
I just don't see it as connecting with someone at a higher level
when it comes to love I want to run
wish I could bury my good self where is my shovel
I have created this other person in myself
it started as a joke I believed in youth
then she became apart of me
I named her Michelle
who...
#rejection
#confusion
#fear
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1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
11th Aug 2020 9:47pm
11th Aug 2020 9:47pm
Schizophrenia
I had once cared for someone who had Schizophrenia maybe were both toxic
I don't know I took in his inner demons
I wasn't thinking with logic
was I dreaming
I have never been scared of him
I would provoke and challenge him I saw myself changing
you see around him his aura is dark
is there any good to me left remaining
so I like the different personalities It excites me
now thinking I'm definitely one of the weirdos
maybe that's why it felt comfortable I thought he was like me
he is something worse
he...
I don't know I took in his inner demons
I wasn't thinking with logic
was I dreaming
I have never been scared of him
I would provoke and challenge him I saw myself changing
you see around him his aura is dark
is there any good to me left remaining
so I like the different personalities It excites me
now thinking I'm definitely one of the weirdos
maybe that's why it felt comfortable I thought he was like me
he is something worse
he...
#dark
#misunderstood
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2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
8th Aug 2020 2:14am
8th Aug 2020 2:14am
the meaning of my name
so this is an interesting topic to speak on
my name is a whole lot of meanings with it
but what is it really
I am really a devil bird
or am I good bird that helped Noah
does my name mean darkness
I've heard things likewise or trickster
what story is the truth
my favorite poet wrote the poem the raven
I was also named after Raven Symone
I did just read that my name doesn't mean death literally
it means and ends of something and beginning another
in a negative note, I read that some people think its a trashy name ...
my name is a whole lot of meanings with it
but what is it really
I am really a devil bird
or am I good bird that helped Noah
does my name mean darkness
I've heard things likewise or trickster
what story is the truth
my favorite poet wrote the poem the raven
I was also named after Raven Symone
I did just read that my name doesn't mean death literally
it means and ends of something and beginning another
in a negative note, I read that some people think its a trashy name ...
#rebirth
#luck
279 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
3rd Aug 2020 1:45am
3rd Aug 2020 1:45am
my body
I look in the mirror and see that my body is built differently
some girls stuff tissues to have a big chest
I may look happy but inside I am suffering
I already had a big chest but I would get picked on for it while you are trying to look your best
I think there is this idea of me because of my body
what they think I should be
their judgment is really foggy
I know what they see
they say you should be happy you get a lot of attention
but I've always been the target for danger
there was no prevention
for me, this is no...
some girls stuff tissues to have a big chest
I may look happy but inside I am suffering
I already had a big chest but I would get picked on for it while you are trying to look your best
I think there is this idea of me because of my body
what they think I should be
their judgment is really foggy
I know what they see
they say you should be happy you get a lot of attention
but I've always been the target for danger
there was no prevention
for me, this is no...
#anxiety
#shame
#frustration
298 reads
7 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
1st Aug 2020 7:39pm
1st Aug 2020 7:39pm
my fantasy
#sex
#erotic
#dirty #temptation
#dirty #temptation
837 reads
2 Comments
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