Submissions by potatofreak (Mynameiswhat)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm lost at the sea of my own thoughts. And writing them out is the only escape i know..
Out of Reach
Sky lights, but not with hope
Closing one eye, left eye
Stretching arms forward
Reaching nothing, holding nothing
Its so dark, but lights gave sparkles
Still a silent night
With no one in sight
Totally alone, yet it feels.. Alright.
Im used to silence, sadness
And now that made me wonder
Will it be okay when im gone?
Im used to silence —
they are used with my silence
Am i nothing but that nothing..
That i keep on reaching??
Closing one eye, left eye
Stretching arms forward
Reaching nothing, holding nothing
Its so dark, but lights gave sparkles
Still a silent night
With no one in sight
Totally alone, yet it feels.. Alright.
Im used to silence, sadness
And now that made me wonder
Will it be okay when im gone?
Im used to silence —
they are used with my silence
Am i nothing but that nothing..
That i keep on reaching??
#sadness
#dark
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Papa
Everytime I close my eyes
I see a series of memories —
Painful ones
There are times that I was able to forget
But then i am all alone, eyes closed
It hits me, a million times
He was crying, sitting on the ambulance floor
He looked miserable
They took him in, i started crying
I was scared, I was and still am
I can't help but cry, he was too
But he told me in pain
That i shouldn't be scared, that he's okay
When clearly he was not
I was all alone
He was trying to calm me down
When he...
I see a series of memories —
Painful ones
There are times that I was able to forget
But then i am all alone, eyes closed
It hits me, a million times
He was crying, sitting on the ambulance floor
He looked miserable
They took him in, i started crying
I was scared, I was and still am
I can't help but cry, he was too
But he told me in pain
That i shouldn't be scared, that he's okay
When clearly he was not
I was all alone
He was trying to calm me down
When he...
#father
#memories
#daughter
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Hero
She gave me life
A chance to see the world
She gave me light
A guide to the right path
She's more than just our mother
A super hero that we had
Rest beautifully in peace
Dont worry about us
The wound will mend
But forever you'll stay
Here in our hearts
A chance to see the world
She gave me light
A guide to the right path
She's more than just our mother
A super hero that we had
Rest beautifully in peace
Dont worry about us
The wound will mend
But forever you'll stay
Here in our hearts
#love
#mother
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Thats her
She know she can't
Everything falls apart
Pretending to be alright
While ripping apart
Sadness all over her face
But no one noticed the pain
No one knows the eagerness to be save
It's as if she's perfectly great
She's drowning in sorrow
Accepting thy pain
Drinking agony in darkness
"Im fine" she said.
Everything falls apart
Pretending to be alright
While ripping apart
Sadness all over her face
But no one noticed the pain
No one knows the eagerness to be save
It's as if she's perfectly great
She's drowning in sorrow
Accepting thy pain
Drinking agony in darkness
"Im fine" she said.
#identity
#myself
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Define: LOVE
Love is when people see him as trouble
But all you see is the galaxy in his soul
Love is when his happiness is more important than yours
Love is toxic
Love has billions of definition
But, my favorite definition is you
And despite of all the pain you've cause me..
It will always be you.
But all you see is the galaxy in his soul
Love is when his happiness is more important than yours
Love is toxic
Love has billions of definition
But, my favorite definition is you
And despite of all the pain you've cause me..
It will always be you.
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You're so lucky
You're so lucky
Lucky to have him
Being inlove with you
I dont get it, why?
I want him to be happy
So i let him go
You were so blessed
Then again, why?
To the girl who he loved
All i want is for him to be happy
I prayed hard for him to smile
But all you do was to crashed him
I'm not agry at all
In fact, i envy you
He CHOOSED YOU over me
He wants you, not me
You're so lucky
You just don't see it
I loved that guy, so much
But he wants you
I don't judge you tho ...
Lucky to have him
Being inlove with you
I dont get it, why?
I want him to be happy
So i let him go
You were so blessed
Then again, why?
To the girl who he loved
All i want is for him to be happy
I prayed hard for him to smile
But all you do was to crashed him
I'm not agry at all
In fact, i envy you
He CHOOSED YOU over me
He wants you, not me
You're so lucky
You just don't see it
I loved that guy, so much
But he wants you
I don't judge you tho ...
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Why
The moon stop to shine at me
Daylight that i loved -
Became the darkness
And it all went chaos
The tears on my throat
Chills slowly going down my spine
What ifs and how comes
Why'd you let it all down
The clouds starts to cry
As the sun asked why
Please don't be scared to try
Explain yourself, don't be shy
You chose to go
And i'm going low
All the things that you show
I'm going to let it all go
But for the nth time.. Why?
Daylight that i loved -
Became the darkness
And it all went chaos
The tears on my throat
Chills slowly going down my spine
What ifs and how comes
Why'd you let it all down
The clouds starts to cry
As the sun asked why
Please don't be scared to try
Explain yourself, don't be shy
You chose to go
And i'm going low
All the things that you show
I'm going to let it all go
But for the nth time.. Why?
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would it be
The sun shines bright
The sky seems right
People out of sight
That would be nice
As i passed through trees
I look at them as high as it can be
Remembering things that i shouldn't be
Having bitter smiles and what ifs
How different would it be
If i wasn't scared at all
If i was as strong as today
Would yesterday be better?
The sky seems right
People out of sight
That would be nice
As i passed through trees
I look at them as high as it can be
Remembering things that i shouldn't be
Having bitter smiles and what ifs
How different would it be
If i wasn't scared at all
If i was as strong as today
Would yesterday be better?
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Palace of pain
Everytime i'm in this place
All of the memories hits me
Little things that we shared
I miss it all, i really do
It all feels like yesterday
The pain you caused
The day you leave
It is still here, in my heart
My heart shattered into piesces
But still longing for you
The warmth of your love
I wish it all back
But if i have a chance
To go back to past
It was a pleasure to be yours
But i won't choose you
To start over..
All of the memories hits me
Little things that we shared
I miss it all, i really do
It all feels like yesterday
The pain you caused
The day you leave
It is still here, in my heart
My heart shattered into piesces
But still longing for you
The warmth of your love
I wish it all back
But if i have a chance
To go back to past
It was a pleasure to be yours
But i won't choose you
To start over..
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Lost love
I want to continue our love
I want to find the love that leave us
I want to feel your warmth
I want to be in your arms
But as much as i want it
I know you don't like it
Because everything between us
Has all and long ended
This love of mine is selfish
If i really love you
I will let go, right?
Coz letting you go
Will make you happy
I want to find the love that leave us
I want to feel your warmth
I want to be in your arms
But as much as i want it
I know you don't like it
Because everything between us
Has all and long ended
This love of mine is selfish
If i really love you
I will let go, right?
Coz letting you go
Will make you happy
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Imagination
In my dreams, you're with me
I'm on the edge of believing it
But no, all of those are illusions
Created by my brain because..
Because you mean the world to me
And having you in my imagination
Is the only thing i know
To keep our love alive..
Our love that only my heart knows.
I'm on the edge of believing it
But no, all of those are illusions
Created by my brain because..
Because you mean the world to me
And having you in my imagination
Is the only thing i know
To keep our love alive..
Our love that only my heart knows.
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Darkness
In the dark room i feel
The tension is tearing my throat
Slowly going down my spine
Torture it is, too painful god damn it
I panicked too much
I overthinked again
My brain's messing up with me
Shut up mind, stop being evil!
I just want to rest my mind
A stress free mind
A thoughtless brain
I just want to experience it for once
Just for once, take my pain away.
The tension is tearing my throat
Slowly going down my spine
Torture it is, too painful god damn it
I panicked too much
I overthinked again
My brain's messing up with me
Shut up mind, stop being evil!
I just want to rest my mind
A stress free mind
A thoughtless brain
I just want to experience it for once
Just for once, take my pain away.
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