Submissions by personanongrata (Astral Gift)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
lyricist, poet, writer
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
7th Nov 2016 8:42pm
7th Nov 2016 8:42pm
definitions
Peace
we don't even know what it means
Faith
is never valued by the priests
Forgiveness
it's really rare to give that light
Love
we may have seen red, but there's also white
Gifts
we label them the misfortunes
Freedom
in not available for all tunes
Inspire
we murmur with hesitation
Confidence
is beyond our expectation
Honesty
we made rules to deform it
Empathy
we laugh at it and fake it
Misery
you can't escape its tricks and treats
Anxiety
Dysfunctional way where ego leads
Reality
what we take...
we don't even know what it means
Faith
is never valued by the priests
Forgiveness
it's really rare to give that light
Love
we may have seen red, but there's also white
Gifts
we label them the misfortunes
Freedom
in not available for all tunes
Inspire
we murmur with hesitation
Confidence
is beyond our expectation
Honesty
we made rules to deform it
Empathy
we laugh at it and fake it
Misery
you can't escape its tricks and treats
Anxiety
Dysfunctional way where ego leads
Reality
what we take...
705 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
7th Nov 2016 8:29pm
7th Nov 2016 8:29pm
wtfegoshit realization of stupidity
the first touch:
How can you say I hate you
I adore your total being
Against the human nature
Against all things I'm seeing
early realization:
But you are another ego shit
I won't put up too long
I'll find out my emotions
and turn them in a song
the why
The bad thing with empathy
is you'd like to help them all
Or is the opinions
of others I work for??
the synchronicity
Call it help from the 'above..'
or say it's a strange sync
But you gave me the perfect time
exactly what I had in need
...
How can you say I hate you
I adore your total being
Against the human nature
Against all things I'm seeing
early realization:
But you are another ego shit
I won't put up too long
I'll find out my emotions
and turn them in a song
the why
The bad thing with empathy
is you'd like to help them all
Or is the opinions
of others I work for??
the synchronicity
Call it help from the 'above..'
or say it's a strange sync
But you gave me the perfect time
exactly what I had in need
...
625 reads
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
5th Nov 2016 5:01pm
5th Nov 2016 5:01pm
I am mentally ill
I am mentally ill
Well, that's kind of informal
It is out of my free will
I don't want to be normal
They get up at eight,
hate whatever they're doing
They give up to fate
and what's made is then ruined
They say I'm crazy,
outsider, black sheep
I think I'm amazing,
got some places they can lick
I am mentally distorted
and I'm proud of it
They're poor sheep that trotted
where their shepherds mislead
Well, that's kind of informal
It is out of my free will
I don't want to be normal
They get up at eight,
hate whatever they're doing
They give up to fate
and what's made is then ruined
They say I'm crazy,
outsider, black sheep
I think I'm amazing,
got some places they can lick
I am mentally distorted
and I'm proud of it
They're poor sheep that trotted
where their shepherds mislead
702 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
5th Nov 2016 4:11pm
5th Nov 2016 4:11pm
Heal me
Heal me
Dig inside my purpose
Delete me
I've learned my fucking lesson
Nonsense
Tomorrow is ancient history
My essence
My egotistical victory
Jerk off
You'll get that enlightenment
Fuck off
I have a sacred assignment
Heal me
Do you feel the energy?
It's killing me
It's suicidal tendency
Love me
without really loving me
Delude me
It's just a game for you and me
Imposter
Have you been had or have been I?
Mystery
is something that I can't deny
Dig inside my purpose
Delete me
I've learned my fucking lesson
Nonsense
Tomorrow is ancient history
My essence
My egotistical victory
Jerk off
You'll get that enlightenment
Fuck off
I have a sacred assignment
Heal me
Do you feel the energy?
It's killing me
It's suicidal tendency
Love me
without really loving me
Delude me
It's just a game for you and me
Imposter
Have you been had or have been I?
Mystery
is something that I can't deny
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
5th Nov 2016 8:30am
5th Nov 2016 8:30am
BALANCE part I
An earthquake is shaking my chest
My feelings crush and explode themselves
I'll never see your human face
It'll spoil my fantasies
An outnormal need to go home
Where we came from before we're born
The world is ON distortion
and I expand each emotion
To their point of wholyness
to their divine vagueness
I'm willing to release old lore
I'm ready to receive some more
This isn't our reality
destined to live invalidly
I'm still trying to prove me wrong
while being in this obnoxious funk
but...
My feelings crush and explode themselves
I'll never see your human face
It'll spoil my fantasies
An outnormal need to go home
Where we came from before we're born
The world is ON distortion
and I expand each emotion
To their point of wholyness
to their divine vagueness
I'm willing to release old lore
I'm ready to receive some more
This isn't our reality
destined to live invalidly
I'm still trying to prove me wrong
while being in this obnoxious funk
but...
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LOVE POEM
Published
4th Nov 2016 8:25pm
4th Nov 2016 8:25pm
UNreal
You're unreal
You reveal
what the fuck I have to heal
You're my knowledge
You're my death
You're my fucking self-made meth
I don't know you
I'm your mind
You're the light I'm trying to find
I don't want you
You're bizarre
You're a living piece of my art
And I say this
love is a bliss
no matter the form, you may be pissed
You may be happy
or even confused
You may be a victimizer or emotionally abused
Or is distraction?
Or cause and reaction?
The only sure thing is I can barely...
You reveal
what the fuck I have to heal
You're my knowledge
You're my death
You're my fucking self-made meth
I don't know you
I'm your mind
You're the light I'm trying to find
I don't want you
You're bizarre
You're a living piece of my art
And I say this
love is a bliss
no matter the form, you may be pissed
You may be happy
or even confused
You may be a victimizer or emotionally abused
Or is distraction?
Or cause and reaction?
The only sure thing is I can barely...
719 reads
2 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
3rd Nov 2016 5:10pm
3rd Nov 2016 5:10pm
the swift
It's been some time I've been feeling weird
I can't take it anymore
The guilt, the pain, the hate, the fears
have filled us to the core
Repetitive "shows" inside the mind
The monolog of a freak
Manipulative tricks to pity yourself
and be attached to shit
While fearful days embody your being
and navigate your way
Neurotic nights and times you obsess
in sepsis and decay
But killing ego is different
from shifting your beliefs
It requires answers, taking risks
and erasing the "what if"s
So I felt a call, a...
I can't take it anymore
The guilt, the pain, the hate, the fears
have filled us to the core
Repetitive "shows" inside the mind
The monolog of a freak
Manipulative tricks to pity yourself
and be attached to shit
While fearful days embody your being
and navigate your way
Neurotic nights and times you obsess
in sepsis and decay
But killing ego is different
from shifting your beliefs
It requires answers, taking risks
and erasing the "what if"s
So I felt a call, a...
585 reads
1 Comment
SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
2nd Nov 2016 6:55pm
2nd Nov 2016 6:55pm
Angel-guide
I can't fit in your human thoughts
There's too much little space..
Expand your mind within your soul
and try to keep up the pace.
You ask me this, you ask me that
You know better than me.
Acting surprised, feeling overwhelmed
you know what's meant to be.
I'm sending omens, you seem to observe them
that's what got you so far.
All these are pieces of your divine puzzle
you alone teared apart
It's like connecting dots to a map
that represents your life
Your path's to a treasure, you already have...
and it...
There's too much little space..
Expand your mind within your soul
and try to keep up the pace.
You ask me this, you ask me that
You know better than me.
Acting surprised, feeling overwhelmed
you know what's meant to be.
I'm sending omens, you seem to observe them
that's what got you so far.
All these are pieces of your divine puzzle
you alone teared apart
It's like connecting dots to a map
that represents your life
Your path's to a treasure, you already have...
and it...
742 reads
6 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
2nd Nov 2016 5:53pm
2nd Nov 2016 5:53pm
my life as a song
I just woke up inside of a body I've hated for too long
I just realized my life as a movie and added a song
In a scale of B minor, its intro is all about rules
And the verse, so depressing, describes the way reality fools
But the chorus...uplifting! I can't get it out of my head
and its always repeated, like a pattern on a spider's web
Now the outro is almost my fingertips' prints upon my guitar
It's the thing that keeps me going, it's the gas in my physical car
I will never rewind
I will never go forward fast
I'll play this solo with no back up help,...
I just realized my life as a movie and added a song
In a scale of B minor, its intro is all about rules
And the verse, so depressing, describes the way reality fools
But the chorus...uplifting! I can't get it out of my head
and its always repeated, like a pattern on a spider's web
Now the outro is almost my fingertips' prints upon my guitar
It's the thing that keeps me going, it's the gas in my physical car
I will never rewind
I will never go forward fast
I'll play this solo with no back up help,...
663 reads
1 Comment
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
28th Oct 2016 11:37pm
28th Oct 2016 11:37pm
GO FOR YOURS
How can I fit
my whole existence
in just few words
How can I define
the strength and the wisdom
of our own thoughts
First we are born
Then we are labeled
and learn to inact
I found myself
out of tempo
out of my heart
All my life
was moments of clarity
and a way back to assumed
All I did
was trying to get a seat
in a flight that is doomed
Cutting my wires
Locking my pieces
they said not to use
My soul on sale
so I'll have some space
in their space of abuse
People of...
my whole existence
in just few words
How can I define
the strength and the wisdom
of our own thoughts
First we are born
Then we are labeled
and learn to inact
I found myself
out of tempo
out of my heart
All my life
was moments of clarity
and a way back to assumed
All I did
was trying to get a seat
in a flight that is doomed
Cutting my wires
Locking my pieces
they said not to use
My soul on sale
so I'll have some space
in their space of abuse
People of...
625 reads
1 Comment
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
28th Oct 2016 9:54pm
28th Oct 2016 9:54pm
MAYBE
Maybe I pretend
being in love but I don't care
I wanna meet
under the ground and dance in the air
I wanna whisper
moments of love and total despair
We're loosing time,
my love, we have so much to tell
Forget the obstacles,
for us they're not real
No spoken words
in the world can describe what I feel
You introduce me
to your gods and I'm ready to kneel
and then I see
my self on a mirror revealed
You're breaking in
my mind and I constantly fight
You may be
an illusion I have to deny
I'm out of...
being in love but I don't care
I wanna meet
under the ground and dance in the air
I wanna whisper
moments of love and total despair
We're loosing time,
my love, we have so much to tell
Forget the obstacles,
for us they're not real
No spoken words
in the world can describe what I feel
You introduce me
to your gods and I'm ready to kneel
and then I see
my self on a mirror revealed
You're breaking in
my mind and I constantly fight
You may be
an illusion I have to deny
I'm out of...
727 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Oct 2016 1:20pm
23rd Oct 2016 1:20pm
you're my starlight
You're a warning in my mid
Words of stories I can't hear
Tones of starlight on my chest
Love that is unreal and sheer
Weird illusions may occur...
Can't keep my heart in place
My life, as known, is about to blur
A wild energy caresses my face
Every time I connect with you
is like another dimension
I cannot describe the depth
I cannot describe the tension
Then you left behind some doubts
Colouring by blank self in purple
So we drew some cupid lines
and began a vicious circle
Why do we sabotage ourselves? ...
Words of stories I can't hear
Tones of starlight on my chest
Love that is unreal and sheer
Weird illusions may occur...
Can't keep my heart in place
My life, as known, is about to blur
A wild energy caresses my face
Every time I connect with you
is like another dimension
I cannot describe the depth
I cannot describe the tension
Then you left behind some doubts
Colouring by blank self in purple
So we drew some cupid lines
and began a vicious circle
Why do we sabotage ourselves? ...
992 reads
2 Comments
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