Submissions by personanongrata (Astral Gift)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
lyricist, poet, writer
SELF POEM
Published
16th Nov 2016 2:33pm
16th Nov 2016 2:33pm
close to rebirth
A weird discussion with the clouds
They answer back, as strange as it sounds
Advice and pictures in my head
lead me to where I supposed to be led
There is no wind but boughs bestir
fortune tellers' s truths pester
Fears risen of survival
Joy dancing through this trial.
My thinking is curving right and left
from an endless path to a ending bet
Up the ladder, pick a lie
Down the borders, ego is sly
Fucked up remedies no longer work
Releasing pain to the unknown
In and out of my darkest zone
All I've known
completely gone
They answer back, as strange as it sounds
Advice and pictures in my head
lead me to where I supposed to be led
There is no wind but boughs bestir
fortune tellers' s truths pester
Fears risen of survival
Joy dancing through this trial.
My thinking is curving right and left
from an endless path to a ending bet
Up the ladder, pick a lie
Down the borders, ego is sly
Fucked up remedies no longer work
Releasing pain to the unknown
In and out of my darkest zone
All I've known
completely gone
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
15th Nov 2016 2:22pm
15th Nov 2016 2:22pm
so and so
It's so tiring
to try not to feel tired
so pointless to point
the point of vanity
So much to say but nothing to write
So much to be but nothing feels right
So little time
though so much is left
So strong to quit
so week to leave bed
So nice to be here
in your essence of trial
So strongly raped
but attached to survival
to try not to feel tired
so pointless to point
the point of vanity
So much to say but nothing to write
So much to be but nothing feels right
So little time
though so much is left
So strong to quit
so week to leave bed
So nice to be here
in your essence of trial
So strongly raped
but attached to survival
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SELF POEM
Published
14th Nov 2016 8:52am
14th Nov 2016 8:52am
my broken wing
Help me, I'm dying
or help me to die
Tell me which way
is shorter to hell
My past has no future
My mind is gone
Someone is smashing my safety shell
I'm fucking dying
Noone cares
What if I'm lying
This lie is intense
or help me to die
Tell me which way
is shorter to hell
My past has no future
My mind is gone
Someone is smashing my safety shell
I'm fucking dying
Noone cares
What if I'm lying
This lie is intense
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
14th Nov 2016 7:30am
14th Nov 2016 7:30am
SAW
Get away
Find a knife
Wait till dawn
Be quiet
Ear buzzing
You'll be caught
Not surprising
Call your god
Exit shine
Stay calm
The number nine
Escape alarm
I wonder how
this riddle goes
Help me with mine
I'll try with yours
'Love yourself,
to se you free'
Bowlshit
This place can't be
A taped voice
You're only shit
Embarrassing traits
and secrets kept
Reclaim your life
Let's play a game
Kill the entity
that brings you pain
Find a knife
Wait till dawn
Be quiet
Ear buzzing
You'll be caught
Not surprising
Call your god
Exit shine
Stay calm
The number nine
Escape alarm
I wonder how
this riddle goes
Help me with mine
I'll try with yours
'Love yourself,
to se you free'
Bowlshit
This place can't be
A taped voice
You're only shit
Embarrassing traits
and secrets kept
Reclaim your life
Let's play a game
Kill the entity
that brings you pain
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SELF POEM
Published
13th Nov 2016 8:40pm
13th Nov 2016 8:40pm
I step away from that
I'm no door mat to step on
I'm no 'duty call' on your fucking phone
When will I get what I want?
Trying to please others all the time
Becoming last on my will's line
Can I just be me for a while?
Happyness's never stayed inside
but this is my highway's 33th mile
More then three decades of being aside
And so it is. I get it now
I want to see and I allow
This is my last and sacred vow
I used to feed from being accepted
Not owning love, but always rented
So strong inside despite knees bended
I step away from...
I'm no 'duty call' on your fucking phone
When will I get what I want?
Trying to please others all the time
Becoming last on my will's line
Can I just be me for a while?
Happyness's never stayed inside
but this is my highway's 33th mile
More then three decades of being aside
And so it is. I get it now
I want to see and I allow
This is my last and sacred vow
I used to feed from being accepted
Not owning love, but always rented
So strong inside despite knees bended
I step away from...
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
12th Nov 2016 9:03pm
12th Nov 2016 9:03pm
Sing the darkness away
Give me your lips
I melt from desire
Call me a liar
You don't exist
Don't take it seriously
I don't exist either
Don't you realize?
This is only a dream
Dive in your consciousness
You already know me
This is why it's so hard
to look me in the eye
Allow the universe's
forces to join us
in a spectral reality
in your mind's private land
Walk on the parallels
Vanish the circles
Step in the groung
Sing the darkness away
Lucidity of lucifers
across a twisted landscape
make this blink of...
I melt from desire
Call me a liar
You don't exist
Don't take it seriously
I don't exist either
Don't you realize?
This is only a dream
Dive in your consciousness
You already know me
This is why it's so hard
to look me in the eye
Allow the universe's
forces to join us
in a spectral reality
in your mind's private land
Walk on the parallels
Vanish the circles
Step in the groung
Sing the darkness away
Lucidity of lucifers
across a twisted landscape
make this blink of...
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
11th Nov 2016 3:57pm
11th Nov 2016 3:57pm
Resistance
What a resistance
to my own being
to let go of fears
attached to it
Millions of them
filed in storage
annoy me with fiction
I don't ever need
Dark voices who swear
when we're praying
or feeling some kindness
or just want to give
They 're claiming they're only
defending our interests
and protect us with instincts
that are just meant to be
What a deception
we all co-created
like dead ends
around our hometown
What if I tell you
that hate 's never existed
and it's only a shadow
that triggers our...
to my own being
to let go of fears
attached to it
Millions of them
filed in storage
annoy me with fiction
I don't ever need
Dark voices who swear
when we're praying
or feeling some kindness
or just want to give
They 're claiming they're only
defending our interests
and protect us with instincts
that are just meant to be
What a deception
we all co-created
like dead ends
around our hometown
What if I tell you
that hate 's never existed
and it's only a shadow
that triggers our...
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STORY POEM
Published
11th Nov 2016 3:22pm
11th Nov 2016 3:22pm
CRAVE
I crave to be your craving
I lust this ethereal bond
Explosions of the universe
of times I've lived before
Travelling across the fuzziness
Demons instead of mirrors on the wall
With drops of realism in an ocean
of worlds that feel like home
I lust this ethereal bond
Explosions of the universe
of times I've lived before
Travelling across the fuzziness
Demons instead of mirrors on the wall
With drops of realism in an ocean
of worlds that feel like home
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
10th Nov 2016 5:27pm
10th Nov 2016 5:27pm
a dangerous subconsious message
When you have no fear to laugh
and you breathe like never before
Perhaps you want another path
Perhaps you need to experience more
Don't be quiet, don't stay calm
Let go of emotional pumpin' states
The people around are your shop windows
Dolls that smile around their graves
Question the real point of all
Make a friendly chat inside
All these seem true, but there're two of you
Through the time, the light has died
It's always there, bring it to life
Say it's okay for what you've been through
Accept the...
and you breathe like never before
Perhaps you want another path
Perhaps you need to experience more
Don't be quiet, don't stay calm
Let go of emotional pumpin' states
The people around are your shop windows
Dolls that smile around their graves
Question the real point of all
Make a friendly chat inside
All these seem true, but there're two of you
Through the time, the light has died
It's always there, bring it to life
Say it's okay for what you've been through
Accept the...
772 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
10th Nov 2016 4:52pm
10th Nov 2016 4:52pm
end-less
Like an end
it hurt
it angered me
Another dead end
A magic door
on the bricks of a wall
Interfere?
The chains back are crackling
Power of the mind..
They don't exist
They disappear
I'm going in...
I feel the same
I feel alone
Anger again..
Another way?
Peace inside
Are you pushing yourself to it?
I'm sick and tired of crying in this earth
If I could I'd go to the other side
of the world
of this mirror
of this matrix
of this universe
of this timeline
of my existance
But I can't.
So stop...
it hurt
it angered me
Another dead end
A magic door
on the bricks of a wall
Interfere?
The chains back are crackling
Power of the mind..
They don't exist
They disappear
I'm going in...
I feel the same
I feel alone
Anger again..
Another way?
Peace inside
Are you pushing yourself to it?
I'm sick and tired of crying in this earth
If I could I'd go to the other side
of the world
of this mirror
of this matrix
of this universe
of this timeline
of my existance
But I can't.
So stop...
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
8th Nov 2016 4:20pm
8th Nov 2016 4:20pm
daze
As long as my candle dazes
I won't leave my pen
Its light enlightens desires
as far as I am concered
Like a magical compass
it's pointing my lust
and like the sun in a sorrow
it burns iron and rust
If only I had a fire
that could keep me warm
so I can see where this turmoil
is emanating from
If only I had a window
as wide as my mind
so I can see all the auras
and colors of the Divine
I may be a truth seeker
but I'm no sheep among wolves
We all know nothing
but we are offered
some...
I won't leave my pen
Its light enlightens desires
as far as I am concered
Like a magical compass
it's pointing my lust
and like the sun in a sorrow
it burns iron and rust
If only I had a fire
that could keep me warm
so I can see where this turmoil
is emanating from
If only I had a window
as wide as my mind
so I can see all the auras
and colors of the Divine
I may be a truth seeker
but I'm no sheep among wolves
We all know nothing
but we are offered
some...
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SELF POEM
Published
8th Nov 2016 4:05pm
8th Nov 2016 4:05pm
An awry molding created me
It had to be carefully chiseled
In wonder of which olympian grudge
my vessel is made of....
Compulsive arson.
Never destined to fade away
Designated as the conductor
of the inauspicious
Silent
and fearful
in front of the gods
They'd like me to forge on rocks my misery
and keep them
as a reminder not to trespass
Where do I belong?
To whom am I against?
Most of them wear a mask of the same shameful face
As my fear comes closer, I strut
Hide, you...
It had to be carefully chiseled
In wonder of which olympian grudge
my vessel is made of....
Compulsive arson.
Never destined to fade away
Designated as the conductor
of the inauspicious
Silent
and fearful
in front of the gods
They'd like me to forge on rocks my misery
and keep them
as a reminder not to trespass
Where do I belong?
To whom am I against?
Most of them wear a mask of the same shameful face
As my fear comes closer, I strut
Hide, you...
532 reads
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