Submissions by personanongrata (Astral Gift)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
lyricist, poet, writer
Heal me
Heal me
Dig inside my purpose
Delete me
I've learned my fucking lesson
Nonsense
Tomorrow is ancient history
My essence
My egotistical victory
Jerk off
You'll get that enlightenment
Fuck off
I have a sacred assignment
Heal me
Do you feel the energy?
It's killing me
It's suicidal tendency
Love me
without really loving me
Delude me
It's just a game for you and me
Imposter
Have you been had or have been I?
Mystery
is something that I can't deny
Dig inside my purpose
Delete me
I've learned my fucking lesson
Nonsense
Tomorrow is ancient history
My essence
My egotistical victory
Jerk off
You'll get that enlightenment
Fuck off
I have a sacred assignment
Heal me
Do you feel the energy?
It's killing me
It's suicidal tendency
Love me
without really loving me
Delude me
It's just a game for you and me
Imposter
Have you been had or have been I?
Mystery
is something that I can't deny
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BALANCE part I
An earthquake is shaking my chest
My feelings crush and explode themselves
I'll never see your human face
It'll spoil my fantasies
An outnormal need to go home
Where we came from before we're born
The world is ON distortion
and I expand each emotion
To their point of wholyness
to their divine vagueness
I'm willing to release old lore
I'm ready to receive some more
This isn't our reality
destined to live invalidly
I'm still trying to prove me wrong
while being in this obnoxious funk
but...
My feelings crush and explode themselves
I'll never see your human face
It'll spoil my fantasies
An outnormal need to go home
Where we came from before we're born
The world is ON distortion
and I expand each emotion
To their point of wholyness
to their divine vagueness
I'm willing to release old lore
I'm ready to receive some more
This isn't our reality
destined to live invalidly
I'm still trying to prove me wrong
while being in this obnoxious funk
but...
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UNreal
You're unreal
You reveal
what the fuck I have to heal
You're my knowledge
You're my death
You're my fucking self-made meth
I don't know you
I'm your mind
You're the light I'm trying to find
I don't want you
You're bizarre
You're a living piece of my art
And I say this
love is a bliss
no matter the form, you may be pissed
You may be happy
or even confused
You may be a victimizer or emotionally abused
Or is distraction?
Or cause and reaction?
The only sure thing is I can barely...
You reveal
what the fuck I have to heal
You're my knowledge
You're my death
You're my fucking self-made meth
I don't know you
I'm your mind
You're the light I'm trying to find
I don't want you
You're bizarre
You're a living piece of my art
And I say this
love is a bliss
no matter the form, you may be pissed
You may be happy
or even confused
You may be a victimizer or emotionally abused
Or is distraction?
Or cause and reaction?
The only sure thing is I can barely...
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the swift
It's been some time I've been feeling weird
I can't take it anymore
The guilt, the pain, the hate, the fears
have filled us to the core
Repetitive "shows" inside the mind
The monolog of a freak
Manipulative tricks to pity yourself
and be attached to shit
While fearful days embody your being
and navigate your way
Neurotic nights and times you obsess
in sepsis and decay
But killing ego is different
from shifting your beliefs
It requires answers, taking risks
and erasing the "what if"s
So I felt a call, a...
I can't take it anymore
The guilt, the pain, the hate, the fears
have filled us to the core
Repetitive "shows" inside the mind
The monolog of a freak
Manipulative tricks to pity yourself
and be attached to shit
While fearful days embody your being
and navigate your way
Neurotic nights and times you obsess
in sepsis and decay
But killing ego is different
from shifting your beliefs
It requires answers, taking risks
and erasing the "what if"s
So I felt a call, a...
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1 Comment
Angel-guide
I can't fit in your human thoughts
There's too much little space..
Expand your mind within your soul
and try to keep up the pace.
You ask me this, you ask me that
You know better than me.
Acting surprised, feeling overwhelmed
you know what's meant to be.
I'm sending omens, you seem to observe them
that's what got you so far.
All these are pieces of your divine puzzle
you alone teared apart
It's like connecting dots to a map
that represents your life
Your path's to a treasure, you already have...
and it...
There's too much little space..
Expand your mind within your soul
and try to keep up the pace.
You ask me this, you ask me that
You know better than me.
Acting surprised, feeling overwhelmed
you know what's meant to be.
I'm sending omens, you seem to observe them
that's what got you so far.
All these are pieces of your divine puzzle
you alone teared apart
It's like connecting dots to a map
that represents your life
Your path's to a treasure, you already have...
and it...
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my life as a song
I just woke up inside of a body I've hated for too long
I just realized my life as a movie and added a song
In a scale of B minor, its intro is all about rules
And the verse, so depressing, describes the way reality fools
But the chorus...uplifting! I can't get it out of my head
and its always repeated, like a pattern on a spider's web
Now the outro is almost my fingertips' prints upon my guitar
It's the thing that keeps me going, it's the gas in my physical car
I will never rewind
I will never go forward fast
I'll play this solo with no back up help,...
I just realized my life as a movie and added a song
In a scale of B minor, its intro is all about rules
And the verse, so depressing, describes the way reality fools
But the chorus...uplifting! I can't get it out of my head
and its always repeated, like a pattern on a spider's web
Now the outro is almost my fingertips' prints upon my guitar
It's the thing that keeps me going, it's the gas in my physical car
I will never rewind
I will never go forward fast
I'll play this solo with no back up help,...
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GO FOR YOURS
How can I fit
my whole existence
in just few words
How can I define
the strength and the wisdom
of our own thoughts
First we are born
Then we are labeled
and learn to inact
I found myself
out of tempo
out of my heart
All my life
was moments of clarity
and a way back to assumed
All I did
was trying to get a seat
in a flight that is doomed
Cutting my wires
Locking my pieces
they said not to use
My soul on sale
so I'll have some space
in their space of abuse
People of...
my whole existence
in just few words
How can I define
the strength and the wisdom
of our own thoughts
First we are born
Then we are labeled
and learn to inact
I found myself
out of tempo
out of my heart
All my life
was moments of clarity
and a way back to assumed
All I did
was trying to get a seat
in a flight that is doomed
Cutting my wires
Locking my pieces
they said not to use
My soul on sale
so I'll have some space
in their space of abuse
People of...
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MAYBE
Maybe I pretend
being in love but I don't care
I wanna meet
under the ground and dance in the air
I wanna whisper
moments of love and total despair
We're loosing time,
my love, we have so much to tell
Forget the obstacles,
for us they're not real
No spoken words
in the world can describe what I feel
You introduce me
to your gods and I'm ready to kneel
and then I see
my self on a mirror revealed
You're breaking in
my mind and I constantly fight
You may be
an illusion I have to deny
I'm out of...
being in love but I don't care
I wanna meet
under the ground and dance in the air
I wanna whisper
moments of love and total despair
We're loosing time,
my love, we have so much to tell
Forget the obstacles,
for us they're not real
No spoken words
in the world can describe what I feel
You introduce me
to your gods and I'm ready to kneel
and then I see
my self on a mirror revealed
You're breaking in
my mind and I constantly fight
You may be
an illusion I have to deny
I'm out of...
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2 Comments
you're my starlight
You're a warning in my mid
Words of stories I can't hear
Tones of starlight on my chest
Love that is unreal and sheer
Weird illusions may occur...
Can't keep my heart in place
My life, as known, is about to blur
A wild energy caresses my face
Every time I connect with you
is like another dimension
I cannot describe the depth
I cannot describe the tension
Then you left behind some doubts
Colouring by blank self in purple
So we drew some cupid lines
and began a vicious circle
Why do we sabotage ourselves? ...
Words of stories I can't hear
Tones of starlight on my chest
Love that is unreal and sheer
Weird illusions may occur...
Can't keep my heart in place
My life, as known, is about to blur
A wild energy caresses my face
Every time I connect with you
is like another dimension
I cannot describe the depth
I cannot describe the tension
Then you left behind some doubts
Colouring by blank self in purple
So we drew some cupid lines
and began a vicious circle
Why do we sabotage ourselves? ...
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Out of the blue
I don't know how
out of the blue
I just awoke.
I realized
which were my thoughts
and which were not.
I found myself
learning of love
looking for light
I felt my beat
and the sound of my peace
to synchronize
I don't want to live
in a meaning of life
I want to experience
What is beyond
the sight of the eye
will be inconvenient
But this is a risk
I already took
while seeking of guidance
The compass then said
"I'm pointing the truth,
I'm pointing your balance"
Lost in my mind ...
out of the blue
I just awoke.
I realized
which were my thoughts
and which were not.
I found myself
learning of love
looking for light
I felt my beat
and the sound of my peace
to synchronize
I don't want to live
in a meaning of life
I want to experience
What is beyond
the sight of the eye
will be inconvenient
But this is a risk
I already took
while seeking of guidance
The compass then said
"I'm pointing the truth,
I'm pointing your balance"
Lost in my mind ...
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what is your mission?
The world is like a hurricane
and we are in the middle
There's hate and evil everywhere
our life is a weird riddle
Just waiting to be enough
to light up this darkness
To balance the unsound minds
to show that love is boundless
The lessons I am here to learn..
I welcome them with joy
The patterns and the mental pain..
my ego's worst envoys
The world is committing suicide
We must be negotiators
To show them the beauty of soul
to honor the creator(s)
So, let's go save the earth, sweet child
but know...
and we are in the middle
There's hate and evil everywhere
our life is a weird riddle
Just waiting to be enough
to light up this darkness
To balance the unsound minds
to show that love is boundless
The lessons I am here to learn..
I welcome them with joy
The patterns and the mental pain..
my ego's worst envoys
The world is committing suicide
We must be negotiators
To show them the beauty of soul
to honor the creator(s)
So, let's go save the earth, sweet child
but know...
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LET IT END
It's getting so cold, I can't feel my legs
The water is frozen, my family's dead
I travelled so far to get what is mine
My freedom, a homeland, my will to survive
I paid for a journey that might be my last
I have no belongings, I'm a number of the past
But I have a hope , that's what people do
They're hopping until their dreams die too
My hope is now drowning, she goes down with the wave
There is no one to help me, I want me to fail
cause if I survive, it's not like I'll live
I'll die very slowly on a way with no wheel
Let the world...
The water is frozen, my family's dead
I travelled so far to get what is mine
My freedom, a homeland, my will to survive
I paid for a journey that might be my last
I have no belongings, I'm a number of the past
But I have a hope , that's what people do
They're hopping until their dreams die too
My hope is now drowning, she goes down with the wave
There is no one to help me, I want me to fail
cause if I survive, it's not like I'll live
I'll die very slowly on a way with no wheel
Let the world...
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