Submissions by nikkimoe
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
f**k You Pay Me
Telling lies from 1973
shit no one will believe
talking about
you got robbed by mall security,
shit bitch its 2014,
those minimum wage dicks
are to busy texting,
next you'll say it was the aliens that got me
just give me my goddamned money
save your lies and save the whales
there's no campfire here,
so save your tales,
the truth is ugly
but your lies are disgusting.
not even a tad bit funny
bitch, just give me my money
shit no one will believe
talking about
you got robbed by mall security,
shit bitch its 2014,
those minimum wage dicks
are to busy texting,
next you'll say it was the aliens that got me
just give me my goddamned money
save your lies and save the whales
there's no campfire here,
so save your tales,
the truth is ugly
but your lies are disgusting.
not even a tad bit funny
bitch, just give me my money
885 reads
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Oh How Boring
I've been waiting a long time to die
but I made a promise to death
not to cheat him out of his prize,
I told him I would live
not happily though,
and he said thanks,
cause it's an even darker road when you go it alone,
I will walk you past the burning fires
I can lead you to where you shall never tire
but you'll have to wait for me,
only I can glide across eternities seas
without me, you will surly sink
with a sigh I agreed,
and now I wait
for death to come collect me
but I made a promise to death
not to cheat him out of his prize,
I told him I would live
not happily though,
and he said thanks,
cause it's an even darker road when you go it alone,
I will walk you past the burning fires
I can lead you to where you shall never tire
but you'll have to wait for me,
only I can glide across eternities seas
without me, you will surly sink
with a sigh I agreed,
and now I wait
for death to come collect me
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Ode To You, Just You And Only You
Its high time I let you go
to let you fall away
with everything else,
on my knees,
I cannot breathe,
even your memory
takes my breath away,
leaving me
slightly more empty,
a toxic love always dies young,
I'm waiting for whomever is writing our book
to go back and fix what happened
a rewrite of our fate
but I know that can never happen,
hence my deep resentment of hope,
I have killed you in many poems and stories
you die a different way every time
perhaps it's easier for me to imagine you dead
then to admit the...
to let you fall away
with everything else,
on my knees,
I cannot breathe,
even your memory
takes my breath away,
leaving me
slightly more empty,
a toxic love always dies young,
I'm waiting for whomever is writing our book
to go back and fix what happened
a rewrite of our fate
but I know that can never happen,
hence my deep resentment of hope,
I have killed you in many poems and stories
you die a different way every time
perhaps it's easier for me to imagine you dead
then to admit the...
722 reads
7 Comments
Black Umbrellas
Bag pipes
bleed sadness
into the air,
everyone walks
tragically slow
heads held low
concentrating
on the black road,
roses shall be thrown
one by one
dreams become
handfuls of dirt
to be tossed on
a shiny wooden box below
tears water the ground,
the sun hides behind
black clouds
threatening never
to show itself again
and why should it?
the bleakness
the emptiness
flourish in
the dark
that becomes us.
bleed sadness
into the air,
everyone walks
tragically slow
heads held low
concentrating
on the black road,
roses shall be thrown
one by one
dreams become
handfuls of dirt
to be tossed on
a shiny wooden box below
tears water the ground,
the sun hides behind
black clouds
threatening never
to show itself again
and why should it?
the bleakness
the emptiness
flourish in
the dark
that becomes us.
720 reads
10 Comments
One Of The Ladies Who Lives On The Left Side Of My Brain Wrote this
Find me,
lost
on a troubled sea
left alone,
absolutely,
colors bleed,
nothings
endlessly
depressing,
yeah, no, not so much
I like quiet
and I love the dark
reach inside
find the stark
give it to me
and find yourself free
of the absolutes
and nothings
bewitching,
everything
find harmony
in anything
let chaos reign,
its where you'll find yourself again
lost
on a troubled sea
left alone,
absolutely,
colors bleed,
nothings
endlessly
depressing,
yeah, no, not so much
I like quiet
and I love the dark
reach inside
find the stark
give it to me
and find yourself free
of the absolutes
and nothings
bewitching,
everything
find harmony
in anything
let chaos reign,
its where you'll find yourself again
680 reads
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Stabbing Hope In The Back
Rape the hope from my heart
take it to the bottom of the bottoms
leave it there,
let it rot away,
haunted by maybe
tortured by a thought
bound by a fantasy,
all nicknamed hope
also known as bullshit,
the realist in me
the bitch,
won't let me believe,
because it's all,
candy coated misery
take it to the bottom of the bottoms
leave it there,
let it rot away,
haunted by maybe
tortured by a thought
bound by a fantasy,
all nicknamed hope
also known as bullshit,
the realist in me
the bitch,
won't let me believe,
because it's all,
candy coated misery
592 reads
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Neighing Horses
She felt the water
and whispered "river man",
fumbling for the coins in her pocket
she dropped them both,
plunk
plunk,
Death and it's many faces
chase us
life,
roads,
bumps,
plunk
plunk
and whispered "river man",
fumbling for the coins in her pocket
she dropped them both,
plunk
plunk,
Death and it's many faces
chase us
life,
roads,
bumps,
plunk
plunk
604 reads
8 Comments
Broken Halo
he sold her slit
not her soul
she prays
long and hard
every night,
to make it end,
not to feel
for them to cum quicker,
to disappear,
and disappear she did
at least twice a night
if not more,
into the back of her mind
while in the back of a car
praying the whole fucking time,
Faith could have been her name
but here it's just whore,
she knows the angels are watching
as the devil sneaks in the back door,
tears can't clean her face
they just streak it
those aren't Jesus's feet
but she...
not her soul
she prays
long and hard
every night,
to make it end,
not to feel
for them to cum quicker,
to disappear,
and disappear she did
at least twice a night
if not more,
into the back of her mind
while in the back of a car
praying the whole fucking time,
Faith could have been her name
but here it's just whore,
she knows the angels are watching
as the devil sneaks in the back door,
tears can't clean her face
they just streak it
those aren't Jesus's feet
but she...
909 reads
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Feel What?
Fuck the tape or the glue
this heart is broken
and shall remain so,
warmth and comfort are for pussies
I prefer the coldest of the cold
icy even,
I enjoy being callous
then I always win
and they,
they lose
because of emotions,
fuck them,
I killed those long ago
they hold you back,
they blind you from the true reality
giving you a false hope
one that never even existed,
it's sad when even the stars have jokes.
this heart is broken
and shall remain so,
warmth and comfort are for pussies
I prefer the coldest of the cold
icy even,
I enjoy being callous
then I always win
and they,
they lose
because of emotions,
fuck them,
I killed those long ago
they hold you back,
they blind you from the true reality
giving you a false hope
one that never even existed,
it's sad when even the stars have jokes.
843 reads
8 Comments
The Harlot Shake
absolutely stunning or,
absolutely cunning?
the devil dances
with all of us
at least once,
how did you fair?
did you step on his toes
and kiss his nose
stumble like a dumb bitch
who couldn't know,
where was your heart
there, in the moment
frozen
unaware?,
who were you then
as you danced,
you saw the mirror,
I know you glanced,
reflection is a strange thing
especially when dancing with an enemy
or one rather to be feared
tell me what you saw,
I know your eyes veered,
was your true self...
absolutely cunning?
the devil dances
with all of us
at least once,
how did you fair?
did you step on his toes
and kiss his nose
stumble like a dumb bitch
who couldn't know,
where was your heart
there, in the moment
frozen
unaware?,
who were you then
as you danced,
you saw the mirror,
I know you glanced,
reflection is a strange thing
especially when dancing with an enemy
or one rather to be feared
tell me what you saw,
I know your eyes veered,
was your true self...
918 reads
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Snickering Angels
Banging my tired head on heavens door
only to realize I had been pushing
when I should've been pulling
only to realize I had been pushing
when I should've been pulling
653 reads
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If Love Were A Flame
The beautifully wicked flame
it draws me in,
so magnetic,
the closer I get
the hotter it is,
wanting to feel the beauty
to touch it
to be one with it,
all the while knowing
that I will be burned
pain will follow
and perhaps a tear,
but I do it anyway
letting it singe my skin
making what was once so pretty
into an ugly hurtful monster,
I pull back
hand still ablaze,
looking back into that
beautiful fucking flame
it draws me in,
so magnetic,
the closer I get
the hotter it is,
wanting to feel the beauty
to touch it
to be one with it,
all the while knowing
that I will be burned
pain will follow
and perhaps a tear,
but I do it anyway
letting it singe my skin
making what was once so pretty
into an ugly hurtful monster,
I pull back
hand still ablaze,
looking back into that
beautiful fucking flame
1088 reads
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