Submissions by nessferguson
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
13th Feb 2013 6:03pm
13th Feb 2013 6:03pm
the worst feeling
It’s the worst kind of feeling when you’re lost in plain sight
Wondering how you get through the night?
The one thing you enjoy they take away
Leaving me… here to decay.
Jesse, I know you love me but am I worthy
You so perfect it leaves me nervy
I awake and we get lost in each other.
Wondering how I thought I loved any other
Is perfection actually real?
How can I explain how I feel?
I lie awake in the dark for hours
Thinking of your mind control powers
It’s the only way I can explain
When I’m with you I can’t feel pain
I...
Wondering how you get through the night?
The one thing you enjoy they take away
Leaving me… here to decay.
Jesse, I know you love me but am I worthy
You so perfect it leaves me nervy
I awake and we get lost in each other.
Wondering how I thought I loved any other
Is perfection actually real?
How can I explain how I feel?
I lie awake in the dark for hours
Thinking of your mind control powers
It’s the only way I can explain
When I’m with you I can’t feel pain
I...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
15th Jan 2013 8:06pm
15th Jan 2013 8:06pm
fantastic murder
Hello little bitch and welcome to your demise
When I get you down there is no compromise
Open up your body just to see your sin
I see several things so where do I begin
Pick you up strap you down on the table
The first mistake you made was thinking I was stable
I now have you open you have nothing to hide
I’m am the bonnie my hands can be Clyde
Chew right through your muscle tissue
Hold up shit we got this issue.
It looks like you had time to make a call
Before I made you body bleed twitch then fall
I laugh there’s no way I’m going down that...
When I get you down there is no compromise
Open up your body just to see your sin
I see several things so where do I begin
Pick you up strap you down on the table
The first mistake you made was thinking I was stable
I now have you open you have nothing to hide
I’m am the bonnie my hands can be Clyde
Chew right through your muscle tissue
Hold up shit we got this issue.
It looks like you had time to make a call
Before I made you body bleed twitch then fall
I laugh there’s no way I’m going down that...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
7th Jan 2013 2:19pm
7th Jan 2013 2:19pm
get them
dont be suprised when your gettin shot up
every painful feeling will be gettin brought up
better be believin
when your ass starts bleedin
my dogs wont let go
my hollowpoints echo
through the night
outta sight outta mind hit rewind
you gotta take your time
when you ryme
been on the grind
since the days of middle school
ammune to ridicule
been known to split a fool
or spit a few
leave em black and blue
smoke a pack or 2
then i laugh at you
i grab you by the neck
im demandin your repect
my hits you cant reflect...
every painful feeling will be gettin brought up
better be believin
when your ass starts bleedin
my dogs wont let go
my hollowpoints echo
through the night
outta sight outta mind hit rewind
you gotta take your time
when you ryme
been on the grind
since the days of middle school
ammune to ridicule
been known to split a fool
or spit a few
leave em black and blue
smoke a pack or 2
then i laugh at you
i grab you by the neck
im demandin your repect
my hits you cant reflect...
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ANGER POEM
Published
19th Dec 2012 5:56pm
19th Dec 2012 5:56pm
deep perception poem
I’m the kid in the back of the class face in a book
I’m the kid that most would never give a second look
I’m that girl… who hates to open her eyes
Cuz people in the world she learned to despise
Suicide constantly is considered an option
Then it gets dismissed cuz my love ones are watchin
My man is found surrounded by lust
Heats my insides I’m bout to combust
He hates me... At least I can be trusted
Every time he leaves I find myself disgusted
So much evil in this world of ours
My bars leave brain stems on mars ...
I’m the kid that most would never give a second look
I’m that girl… who hates to open her eyes
Cuz people in the world she learned to despise
Suicide constantly is considered an option
Then it gets dismissed cuz my love ones are watchin
My man is found surrounded by lust
Heats my insides I’m bout to combust
He hates me... At least I can be trusted
Every time he leaves I find myself disgusted
So much evil in this world of ours
My bars leave brain stems on mars ...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
10th Dec 2012 3:21pm
10th Dec 2012 3:21pm
summery of my love life
There are times when I just wish he was near
I’m confused his motives seem very unclear
Maybe I care to much maybe he’s gonna hurt me
Am I doing right or am I even worthy?
I shake those thoughts it’s all I can do
I hate being left broken and used
To him I’m the type to cheat and lie
He lets me know it’s hard to let pass me by
All I ever wanted was to hold his hand
Tell all my friends that he’s my man
He’s godly to me, that’s all that really matters
Everyone before watched as my heart shattered
I hate the fact that I feel this...
I’m confused his motives seem very unclear
Maybe I care to much maybe he’s gonna hurt me
Am I doing right or am I even worthy?
I shake those thoughts it’s all I can do
I hate being left broken and used
To him I’m the type to cheat and lie
He lets me know it’s hard to let pass me by
All I ever wanted was to hold his hand
Tell all my friends that he’s my man
He’s godly to me, that’s all that really matters
Everyone before watched as my heart shattered
I hate the fact that I feel this...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
10th Dec 2012 2:36pm
10th Dec 2012 2:36pm
untitled
Is it really my fault im being followed through theese woods
By some men in robes with there face covered by theese hoods
Well not really its more of a metephore
Let you people know I cant take it anymore
One day im loved the other im despised
I looked at my life twice and then i revised
But it dosent matter I had I feeling it wouldent
I did things for you that I knew I really shouldn’t
Not just you but for everyone living on this planet
Fags talking endlessy taking life for granite
Am I the only one left with a brain?
Someone call the...
By some men in robes with there face covered by theese hoods
Well not really its more of a metephore
Let you people know I cant take it anymore
One day im loved the other im despised
I looked at my life twice and then i revised
But it dosent matter I had I feeling it wouldent
I did things for you that I knew I really shouldn’t
Not just you but for everyone living on this planet
Fags talking endlessy taking life for granite
Am I the only one left with a brain?
Someone call the...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
29th Nov 2012 8:10pm
29th Nov 2012 8:10pm
i get high
I find myself lifted in a whole other dimension.
Can’t feel shit that includes tension.
Spacing off got my bong in my hand.
Got the killer Kush that’s in demand.
Let’s get blowed there’s no turning back.
If you’re smoking to better go half on a sack.
Blank stares mixed with burnt wages.
Getting this high comes in many different stages.
First comes the feeling you start to chill.
You focus real close on what you start to feel.
Then comes a feeling you’re blasting through space.
You’re craving h20 man you’d kill for a taste.
Hate...
Can’t feel shit that includes tension.
Spacing off got my bong in my hand.
Got the killer Kush that’s in demand.
Let’s get blowed there’s no turning back.
If you’re smoking to better go half on a sack.
Blank stares mixed with burnt wages.
Getting this high comes in many different stages.
First comes the feeling you start to chill.
You focus real close on what you start to feel.
Then comes a feeling you’re blasting through space.
You’re craving h20 man you’d kill for a taste.
Hate...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
27th Nov 2012 8:20pm
27th Nov 2012 8:20pm
false prophets
I cried myself asleep yet again
All I really need is a friend
Honestly I think it’s too late
Every day I get reasons that justify my hate.
I ask myself... could it be me
It must be transparent Cuz It’s hard to see.
My minds sick compare it to cancer
I’m asking all these questions but getting no answers.
To quick to judge ill light you light a candle
Don’t think 3rd degree burns are something you can handle
It’s time for you to meet my mulisha
You’re parents might be the only ones left to miss ya
I wasn’t viewed as the number one...
All I really need is a friend
Honestly I think it’s too late
Every day I get reasons that justify my hate.
I ask myself... could it be me
It must be transparent Cuz It’s hard to see.
My minds sick compare it to cancer
I’m asking all these questions but getting no answers.
To quick to judge ill light you light a candle
Don’t think 3rd degree burns are something you can handle
It’s time for you to meet my mulisha
You’re parents might be the only ones left to miss ya
I wasn’t viewed as the number one...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
26th Nov 2012 8:29pm
26th Nov 2012 8:29pm
dead
Its seems to me lately I’ve lost all hope.
I’ve resorted to cutting necks just to cope.
I crawl out of the ground I’m dressed in black.
The success and money imma take it all back.
Someone took my spot you know he got assassinated.
Because I’m covered in blood I got discriminated.
I had everything all jokes aside
Now all I got are bugs eaten at my inside.
I’m losing limbs like every other day
Hopin if I ignore it... It’s sure to go away.
Safety pins out my face I’m so fearless
Hitting the road for days it leaves me kinda pissed.
...
I’ve resorted to cutting necks just to cope.
I crawl out of the ground I’m dressed in black.
The success and money imma take it all back.
Someone took my spot you know he got assassinated.
Because I’m covered in blood I got discriminated.
I had everything all jokes aside
Now all I got are bugs eaten at my inside.
I’m losing limbs like every other day
Hopin if I ignore it... It’s sure to go away.
Safety pins out my face I’m so fearless
Hitting the road for days it leaves me kinda pissed.
...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
23rd Nov 2012 10:41pm
23rd Nov 2012 10:41pm
random rap
You double crossed me that made you an issue
I wipe your blood from my face using a tissue
The Cement cracks with every step I take
We can make a simile if you’re caught acting fake.
So judgmental no room to discriminate
Keep talking sucka ill be quick to assassinate
Youre family cant nobody handle me
Give me 3 seconds ill make you believe
Im talkin on that magic
Proof youre life is tragic
It could be irrelevant
If you punk ass hoes chose to stay selabant
You can hate if you want but I guarantee
I can have you lifeless and...
I wipe your blood from my face using a tissue
The Cement cracks with every step I take
We can make a simile if you’re caught acting fake.
So judgmental no room to discriminate
Keep talking sucka ill be quick to assassinate
Youre family cant nobody handle me
Give me 3 seconds ill make you believe
Im talkin on that magic
Proof youre life is tragic
It could be irrelevant
If you punk ass hoes chose to stay selabant
You can hate if you want but I guarantee
I can have you lifeless and...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
23rd Nov 2012 10:41pm
23rd Nov 2012 10:41pm
random rap
You double crossed me that made you an issue
I wipe your blood from my face using a tissue
The Cement cracks with every step I take
We can make a simile if you’re caught acting fake.
So judgmental no room to discriminate
Keep talking sucka ill be quick to assassinate
Youre family cant nobody handle me
Give me 3 seconds ill make you believe
Im talkin on that magic
Proof youre life is tragic
It could be irrelevant
If you punk ass hoes chose to stay selabant
You can hate if you want but I guarantee
I can have you lifeless and...
I wipe your blood from my face using a tissue
The Cement cracks with every step I take
We can make a simile if you’re caught acting fake.
So judgmental no room to discriminate
Keep talking sucka ill be quick to assassinate
Youre family cant nobody handle me
Give me 3 seconds ill make you believe
Im talkin on that magic
Proof youre life is tragic
It could be irrelevant
If you punk ass hoes chose to stay selabant
You can hate if you want but I guarantee
I can have you lifeless and...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
20th Nov 2012 00:11am
20th Nov 2012 00:11am
crazed
If you’re bringing beef garentee I won’t be fazed
And with your puny guns I will not be amazed
I love life yet I hate it with a passion
You live I die it’s just a different fashion
Laughter covers the hatred inside
Really just need someone in which to confide
It’s alright it’s not like it matters
I ask for help then everyone scatters
I see broken bones inside myself
Wanting to die can’t be good for my health.
I’ve made it this far I’m hear for a reason
I always feel better around this season
The only bad thing snow has yet to fall...
And with your puny guns I will not be amazed
I love life yet I hate it with a passion
You live I die it’s just a different fashion
Laughter covers the hatred inside
Really just need someone in which to confide
It’s alright it’s not like it matters
I ask for help then everyone scatters
I see broken bones inside myself
Wanting to die can’t be good for my health.
I’ve made it this far I’m hear for a reason
I always feel better around this season
The only bad thing snow has yet to fall...
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