Submissions by miseryomy
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
5th Sep 2018 9:12pm
5th Sep 2018 9:12pm
Knock knock
I hear a knock on the door
I take notice to the whisky on the floor
A quick spray of fragrance
Adrenaline pumps, lets dance
Kicking the bottle under the bed
Quickly fixing the hair on my face and head
Answering the door, greeting with a smile
Chatting and laughing for quit a awhile
The dark thoughts enter my head
Her and I are forever dead
Control myself and play it cool
Laughing with beauty she thinks I'm a fool
I can feel it, she wants my money and worth
Not me though and that shit hurts
What hurts more is the stabbing of...
I take notice to the whisky on the floor
A quick spray of fragrance
Adrenaline pumps, lets dance
Kicking the bottle under the bed
Quickly fixing the hair on my face and head
Answering the door, greeting with a smile
Chatting and laughing for quit a awhile
The dark thoughts enter my head
Her and I are forever dead
Control myself and play it cool
Laughing with beauty she thinks I'm a fool
I can feel it, she wants my money and worth
Not me though and that shit hurts
What hurts more is the stabbing of...
#anxiety
#depression
#murder
#suicide
#confusion
416 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
5th Sep 2018 3:45am
5th Sep 2018 3:45am
Best friend (Dec.1st 2017)
That day my best friend took his life
It wasn't pills, gun, or a knife
Instead he took an extension cord and put it to use
For what brought life to electronics caused the ultimate abuse
The last words he spoke
Before the final choke
I love you man, I'm sorry...
Many calls and messages I tried to send
Was this happening? Was I losing my best friend
A pray to the skies even though I do not believe
Your number rings in the late a.m I awoke semi relived
A female voice spoke I knew than before a word was said
My dearest best...
It wasn't pills, gun, or a knife
Instead he took an extension cord and put it to use
For what brought life to electronics caused the ultimate abuse
The last words he spoke
Before the final choke
I love you man, I'm sorry...
Many calls and messages I tried to send
Was this happening? Was I losing my best friend
A pray to the skies even though I do not believe
Your number rings in the late a.m I awoke semi relived
A female voice spoke I knew than before a word was said
My dearest best...
#grief
#death
#suicide #FeelingLost
#suicide #FeelingLost
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
5th Sep 2018 3:12am
5th Sep 2018 3:12am
Another inspired by you
Ok so you wanted to see a lighter side
Dive wide in, open eyes wide
I'm not going to lie I like your attention
Your profile is pic is cute thought I mention
The way you use words its almost a live conversation
Lost, than a message from you breaks concentration
Somehow that frown became a smile its because of you
However being darker in heart I must remain true
Your pain enlightens me and gives a good vibe
Because I was nearly there, I too nearly died
Its that billionth try and finally someone understands
I can leave the...
Dive wide in, open eyes wide
I'm not going to lie I like your attention
Your profile is pic is cute thought I mention
The way you use words its almost a live conversation
Lost, than a message from you breaks concentration
Somehow that frown became a smile its because of you
However being darker in heart I must remain true
Your pain enlightens me and gives a good vibe
Because I was nearly there, I too nearly died
Its that billionth try and finally someone understands
I can leave the...
#forgiveness
#inspirational
#gratitude
#admiration
#respect
500 reads
1 Comment
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
4th Sep 2018 1:35am
4th Sep 2018 1:35am
To you, thank you
Right now I would like to say hello
Stoned, chilled, relaxed and mellow
I was just sitting here and got to thinking
The way you smile and cringe at my poetry
Always makes me smile and that's the real me
Because without your reminder I feel alone
So lets take this moment and get stoned
You might not comment or even like my shit
But we can't deny feelings are understood and legit
And to me that means a lot so here's a thank you
For letting me having a wonderful breakthrough
And just know ill keep an eye on you
Reading...
Stoned, chilled, relaxed and mellow
I was just sitting here and got to thinking
The way you smile and cringe at my poetry
Always makes me smile and that's the real me
Because without your reminder I feel alone
So lets take this moment and get stoned
You might not comment or even like my shit
But we can't deny feelings are understood and legit
And to me that means a lot so here's a thank you
For letting me having a wonderful breakthrough
And just know ill keep an eye on you
Reading...
#happiness
#kindness
#inspirational
#gratitude
#respect
526 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
3rd Sep 2018 10:55pm
3rd Sep 2018 10:55pm
Night sky (suicide breakdown)
The night sky was split into two
When I fell deep into you
The mere thought of suicide
Left wrists of sadness open wide
The night sky cried, yet it wasn't rain
Only sad memories, blood and pain
Loving you one last time, a final try
Kissing lifeless lips, your empty eyes I dry
A ancient spell I speak, reunite we will
The night sky flashes, time stands still
Reaching inside all the way to your soul
Through the madness I lost control
I can't help but want to remove your skin
Touching your cold body I grin
You...
When I fell deep into you
The mere thought of suicide
Left wrists of sadness open wide
The night sky cried, yet it wasn't rain
Only sad memories, blood and pain
Loving you one last time, a final try
Kissing lifeless lips, your empty eyes I dry
A ancient spell I speak, reunite we will
The night sky flashes, time stands still
Reaching inside all the way to your soul
Through the madness I lost control
I can't help but want to remove your skin
Touching your cold body I grin
You...
#sadness
#regret
#dark
#heartbroken
#confusion
568 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
27th Aug 2018 3:31am
27th Aug 2018 3:31am
A tale of madness from the mind of sadness pt.1
I seriously am fighting off depression. I feel it creep up on me. I feel it try to take hold. its so scary. if you seen what depression has done to me. the things it allowed me to do to myself. its fucking terrifying. absolutely fucking terrifying. twice this year I strangled myself. ironically both times the cops pounded on the door. It was that second time I was nearly gone. I even took pics and a video of it. seeing the sweat and the gray in my face. the incoherent look on my face the lack of muscle response. I was nearly asleep. So close. Than that loud familiar bang on the door. It...
#sadness
#anxiety
#dark
#shame
#emptiness
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SELF POEM
Published
27th Aug 2018 2:35am
27th Aug 2018 2:35am
Alone and lost in the unknown
if your reading this, than thank you.
the unimaginable feels my head and thoughts
I'm alone, I'm always alone.
trying to reach out for friendship and love
But I'm just a suicidal, depressed freak
I've fallen victim to my own critical thinking
Things are strange. very very fucking strange
I have this feeling like a felling never before
Its far from happiness and hope. its empty and dark
Im still ok to smile *twitch* I'm trying, ok?
where is everyone? Why is no one here?
Alone, nobody to talk to but myself and I scare me ...
the unimaginable feels my head and thoughts
I'm alone, I'm always alone.
trying to reach out for friendship and love
But I'm just a suicidal, depressed freak
I've fallen victim to my own critical thinking
Things are strange. very very fucking strange
I have this feeling like a felling never before
Its far from happiness and hope. its empty and dark
Im still ok to smile *twitch* I'm trying, ok?
where is everyone? Why is no one here?
Alone, nobody to talk to but myself and I scare me ...
#sadness
#anxiety
#loneliness
#confusion
#emptiness
392 reads
6 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
23rd Aug 2018 11:34pm
23rd Aug 2018 11:34pm
Scratches on the surface of a miserable mind
I am lifeless forced sitting still.
Hundreds of cuts no blood to spill.
Slaps and punches still I won't bruise.
Just don't leave me I am here to abuse.
Spill your pain onto me.
Lost on a suicidal journey.
Breaking through.
To something new.
Still lifeless, still no pain.
Come and attack me again.
Force your fears into my mind.
Seal it away never to remind.
Just don't leave me.
I will take your agony.
Hundreds of cuts no blood to spill.
Slaps and punches still I won't bruise.
Just don't leave me I am here to abuse.
Spill your pain onto me.
Lost on a suicidal journey.
Breaking through.
To something new.
Still lifeless, still no pain.
Come and attack me again.
Force your fears into my mind.
Seal it away never to remind.
Just don't leave me.
I will take your agony.
#sadness
#anxiety
#hate
#rejection
#shame
402 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd Aug 2018 11:30pm
23rd Aug 2018 11:30pm
Naughty Boy (Written completely random for a naughty girl)
I stand so proud and tall.
With my nose pressed against the wall.
I know I was naughty, is this why your punishing me?
p*ss*ng my pants, you make me get on my knees.
Naughty Boy! Naughty Boy you shout.
After your done smelling that, I am washing your mouth out!
My nose sore from being punished by you.
What next? What now are you going to do?
the bar of soap inserts my mouth all the way to my throat.
I wont be naughty anymore than my privates were groped.
I know I looked in your panty drawer today.
Now I am going to really pay. ...
With my nose pressed against the wall.
I know I was naughty, is this why your punishing me?
p*ss*ng my pants, you make me get on my knees.
Naughty Boy! Naughty Boy you shout.
After your done smelling that, I am washing your mouth out!
My nose sore from being punished by you.
What next? What now are you going to do?
the bar of soap inserts my mouth all the way to my throat.
I wont be naughty anymore than my privates were groped.
I know I looked in your panty drawer today.
Now I am going to really pay. ...
#BestFriend
#relationships
#friendship
#lover
#ForbiddenLove
458 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd Aug 2018 2:43pm
23rd Aug 2018 2:43pm
Lunch Box Warrior (Bullies Pt.1)
#sadness
#anger
#hate
#dark
#frustration
391 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd Aug 2018 2:39pm
23rd Aug 2018 2:39pm
Slippery Coffin
The mood is set, the coffin comes to rest.
Tears and laughter God bless.
The dirt topples over my new found home.
Set to rot and reveal my emotions and bones.
Wait... Why am I still thinking?
My heart beats my eyes blinking.
Hard to breathe, so hard to breathe.
A slight jerking motion, whats beneath?
The coffin moves, I know its moving.
The sound of flowing water so soothing.
Scraps and bumps the coffin rattles around.
Screaming for nothing I can't make a sound.
Razor roots intrude into my resting space....
Tears and laughter God bless.
The dirt topples over my new found home.
Set to rot and reveal my emotions and bones.
Wait... Why am I still thinking?
My heart beats my eyes blinking.
Hard to breathe, so hard to breathe.
A slight jerking motion, whats beneath?
The coffin moves, I know its moving.
The sound of flowing water so soothing.
Scraps and bumps the coffin rattles around.
Screaming for nothing I can't make a sound.
Razor roots intrude into my resting space....
#sadness
#anxiety
#grief
#frustration
#confusion
418 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd Aug 2018 4:55am
23rd Aug 2018 4:55am
Potty Training
#sadness
#hate
#dark
#shame
#frustration
417 reads
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