Submissions by medicated_by_music

I want to run but I can't.
I want to scream but I can't find my voice anymore.
it's hidden somewhere in the sea that swamped my brain.
deep. dark. blue.
it fills me with desire.
desire to find a small sharp blade and watch my blood run red.

"I wear my heart on my sleeve."
somehow that's hard for you to perceive.
it's me you disbelieve.
you think it's lies I continue to weave.

lately you've been rolling downhill.
you say there's a vast hole to fill.
but the boy I knew
he's gone askew
and his heart proceeds to chill.

I want him back.
since he left, my heart has cracked.
and it's beginning to turn jet black
because it's your love I lack

so I'm begging you, please
before your heart turns to ice
put us both at ease
excise this vice. ...

We can't go on like this
Our actions are too awful to dismiss
Your words cut me like broken glass
And I'm afraid this time will be our last

I don't want us to end this way
For everything to fade away
To regret losing you day after day
But I know I've been running away
Pushing away
Throwing away
Breaking away
Even to my great dismay

But I still don't know what to say

I love you
But this is hard to get through
My mistakes are impossible to undo
But I regret everything I put you through
Saying I never apologized...