Submissions by maria (IRK)

Beautiful like winter and cold
harsh and cruel like icicles
eyes so captivating
so hard to look away
so filled with anger and hurt
insecuritiestarget the weaker
it's like a drug, addictive and costly
so much is spent, so much is lost
they are the gods, they are the royalties
they bathe in our eyes
they lust for more attention
the hole in their sole aches
you cant fight hate with hate

I look in the mirror and
I can't help but feel disgusted
What am I doing; Why am I here?
Why do people act like they care?
I am nothing;A spec of dirt ;A lonely star.
I am an abandoned car; Dirty, rusty, old and useless.
I just sit here in my own self loathing juices.
Like a forgotan room in a forgotan house, rotting away.
I cannot talk to anyone.
I cannot share my thoughts.
To be alone is not what I choose,
but it's all I got.

How could you?
How could you say you were my friend?
How can you say you know me?
Why would you do this to me?

Do you not have feelings?
Are you a robot?
Do you do what people tell you?
Dammit! Why can't you be you?
Why does this have to be what you are?

I told you my secret I trusted you
I thought you were my friend I thought you were real
But no, you're fake You are full of hate with which
you throw white hot arrows of betrayal

I am so hurt. How could you do this to me?
Why can't you use your own tounge, your own lips,...