Submissions by magickdust

Yeah you say you wanna know what’s wrong with me.
Why it is that my heart keeps breaking.
How can you be so cruel?
I wish you wouldn’t say, all these things to make me stay.
I get so tired of being your fool.

And every day it’s all the same.
I’m just another player in your game.
Please don’t say that you love me too.

I don’t need to hear another lie.
I can’t stand to see the shame in your eyes.
Don’t want to drown in these tears I cry.
These tears I cry.
These tears I cry.

You think I’m not strong enough.
Think that I’m...

wanna know me
wanna control me
you wanna get inside my head

wanna change me
wanna persuade me
but inside my soul is dead

you keep trying
you keep crying
but that won't change the way I feel

so keep trying
so keep crying
cause the pain will never heal

wanna use me
wanna abuse me
make me feel something for you

wanna love me
wanna rape me
and make me feel the way you do

you keep trying
you keep crying
but that doesn't mean a thing

so keep trying
so keep crying
no one...

I don't think I can remember a time, when I've ever felt so low.
I don't know if my self esteem can handle another blow.
I'm sick and tired of all the fucked up things you say.
I'd do anything just not to feel this way.

You do your best just to hold me down.
I don't know why I even stay around.
Nothing I ever do or say is fucking right.
So damn tired of the way we scream, and fight.

I hate myself for loving you. Sometimes.
No one else has ever made me feel such emptiness inside.
I hate myself for loving you. Sometimes.
I'm...

I lie in my bed
with these thoughts in my head
I toss and tear at my sheets
If I close my eyes, I can't pretend that I
never heard those words of deceit

Visions of you,
and demons in view
whispering such sweet promises to me
Your haunting eyes, they mesmerize
so real an illusion can be


Alone in this room
my sorrow consumes
my heart is in such agony
If I close my eyes, you can hear my cries
the sorrow a sweet melody


I fight and I scream
to awake from this dream
I need your love so my soul can be free...