Submissions by kourtnissixxx
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
4th May 2012 5:44am
4th May 2012 5:44am
Words of a Cynic
im the sick masochist
who carries the disease
of a bitchy feminist that
likes to watch you bleed
even my psychiatrist fuels
my twisted desired needs
always claiming im a pessimist
in a form of dying greed
if that's the case come
clime inside my head
maybe then we can trace
the source of all my dread
touch the face who watches
me drown down all my meds
and love the sweet embrace
that lured me as i bled
you can view all of this by piercing
through my charcoal stained eyes
its mostly bliss...
who carries the disease
of a bitchy feminist that
likes to watch you bleed
even my psychiatrist fuels
my twisted desired needs
always claiming im a pessimist
in a form of dying greed
if that's the case come
clime inside my head
maybe then we can trace
the source of all my dread
touch the face who watches
me drown down all my meds
and love the sweet embrace
that lured me as i bled
you can view all of this by piercing
through my charcoal stained eyes
its mostly bliss...
1040 reads
12 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
1st May 2012 4:50am
1st May 2012 4:50am
blind
can you see the shadows dancing joyously
around my body withdrawn so cautiously
round and round from sunset to sundown
they vulture inside me and i feel like ill drown
with a wicked pixies smile enticing insanity
inside the eyes of bloodshot stained vanity
cant you see that im rotting away inside
there's another presence invading and i just might abide
to the cruelty kissed with such a sweet face
disguised with arousal in an invisible trance
leaving me empty and hallow for death to decay
while the shadows consume me to join in the fray
...
around my body withdrawn so cautiously
round and round from sunset to sundown
they vulture inside me and i feel like ill drown
with a wicked pixies smile enticing insanity
inside the eyes of bloodshot stained vanity
cant you see that im rotting away inside
there's another presence invading and i just might abide
to the cruelty kissed with such a sweet face
disguised with arousal in an invisible trance
leaving me empty and hallow for death to decay
while the shadows consume me to join in the fray
...
761 reads
0 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
17th Apr 2012 9:57pm
17th Apr 2012 9:57pm
learning by example
alone and a wreak
all you want is to feel
so you lie than inject
to forget its all real
abandon your heart
to silence and numb
ecstatic at first
all you need is to cum
reality sets in
so you writhe in your sorrrow
the comedown begins
and realize theres no better tomarrow
you cry in your shame
so vulnerable and pathetic
sick of taking the blame
of how your soul became prosthetic
so dream big kid
quit the shit and mature
dont fuck up like i...
all you want is to feel
so you lie than inject
to forget its all real
abandon your heart
to silence and numb
ecstatic at first
all you need is to cum
reality sets in
so you writhe in your sorrrow
the comedown begins
and realize theres no better tomarrow
you cry in your shame
so vulnerable and pathetic
sick of taking the blame
of how your soul became prosthetic
so dream big kid
quit the shit and mature
dont fuck up like i...
886 reads
4 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
5th Apr 2012 12:01pm
5th Apr 2012 12:01pm
A Rant? A Thought on pain
1034 reads
6 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
5th Apr 2012 5:04am
5th Apr 2012 5:04am
Implore (for the mother protect me comp)
there's a shadowed hate inside of me
it was born and breed from misery
i just don't understand how you cannot see
that the pain i carry is some sort of mystery
i understand you struggle with addiction
but its time you recognize our unresolved afflictions
why cant you love me as well as you can refill your prescription?
i guess ignorance is all you need to cause me infliction
you only talk to me when im about to get high
making small talk but we both know they're all lies
would you even notice if i were to just fucking die?
denial is is...
it was born and breed from misery
i just don't understand how you cannot see
that the pain i carry is some sort of mystery
i understand you struggle with addiction
but its time you recognize our unresolved afflictions
why cant you love me as well as you can refill your prescription?
i guess ignorance is all you need to cause me infliction
you only talk to me when im about to get high
making small talk but we both know they're all lies
would you even notice if i were to just fucking die?
denial is is...
705 reads
0 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
5th Apr 2012 2:41am
5th Apr 2012 2:41am
The One I Let Go Of... (for the my first love comp)
when i was about 15 or so
i went to a party and met Lazlo
he was tall and muscled with spiky white hair
i knew i had to have him right then and there
i was drinking a beer and watching him stare
at me of course, i mean i had green hair!
his eyes caught mine and i lost my breathe
my heart was stolen like the kiss of death
he was the one to first walk up to me
thats when i knew he was a definite guarantee
there was physical attraction neither could denie
which gave me confidence cause back then i was sort of shy
after...
i went to a party and met Lazlo
he was tall and muscled with spiky white hair
i knew i had to have him right then and there
i was drinking a beer and watching him stare
at me of course, i mean i had green hair!
his eyes caught mine and i lost my breathe
my heart was stolen like the kiss of death
he was the one to first walk up to me
thats when i knew he was a definite guarantee
there was physical attraction neither could denie
which gave me confidence cause back then i was sort of shy
after...
770 reads
0 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
4th Apr 2012 4:11am
4th Apr 2012 4:11am
The Monastery (for the your deal with Satan comp)
698 reads
6 Comments
SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
28th Mar 2012 9:07pm
28th Mar 2012 9:07pm
For Lilly... R. I. P.
we were just mindless kids back then
we lived for adrenalin and welcomed sin
the rambunctious kids who hated any authority
honestly getting fucked up was our only priority
ive grown now but i still struggle with my temptations
trying to find my release and ultimate salvation
i hate myself now more than ever
because we were going to do everything together
we just got way to caught up in things and fell into a hole
you never got to clime out though and it still fills me with sole
because i should have been the one sixxx...
we lived for adrenalin and welcomed sin
the rambunctious kids who hated any authority
honestly getting fucked up was our only priority
ive grown now but i still struggle with my temptations
trying to find my release and ultimate salvation
i hate myself now more than ever
because we were going to do everything together
we just got way to caught up in things and fell into a hole
you never got to clime out though and it still fills me with sole
because i should have been the one sixxx...
845 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
28th Mar 2012 5:51am
28th Mar 2012 5:51am
A Necro (a collab with devilish)
971 reads
11 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
20th Mar 2012 8:34am
20th Mar 2012 8:34am
Wanna Play?
i have a Gothic little playboy bunny
who wears corsets and combat boots
ive raised her inside the corridors of my sick mind
and taught her all my favorite games
how to speak, and were to bleed
and now shes just as filthy as i
perverted and spiteful whose magnum mouthed
willing to scream, shes easily my favorite pet
prepared for all my sinister fantasy's
always waiting for my instruction
and now i have a surprise for my girl
such a surprise it is indeed!
ive fetched her a new play thing
to love and abuse at her will
to stain...
who wears corsets and combat boots
ive raised her inside the corridors of my sick mind
and taught her all my favorite games
how to speak, and were to bleed
and now shes just as filthy as i
perverted and spiteful whose magnum mouthed
willing to scream, shes easily my favorite pet
prepared for all my sinister fantasy's
always waiting for my instruction
and now i have a surprise for my girl
such a surprise it is indeed!
ive fetched her a new play thing
to love and abuse at her will
to stain...
1346 reads
7 Comments
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